It's always you who breaks my heart -- for some fucked up reason

This is going to be a whiny post. I ain't feeling very good. I know everyone is wishing exams to end, so do I. I am not an avenue for frustration venting at this moment; i'm in a volatile, unstable state. Period. Not only you have feelings, need comfort and moral support, be glad that I have given you some encouragement and not even getting any in return. The least you could do is to acknowledge, and not to irritate me. If you even bother about me in the first place.

I can't help but think that my paper is so much tougher than yours after all. So what's your problem. You ain't the only one wincing in pain.


At this moment in time, I am only deeply in love only to my very own OB notes -- pygmalionism. No point showing love nor concern to someone who just take and expect more & more from you. Fuck.

If you never give me any reciprocity back after exams, for sure that I will start distancing myself from you. Go to your suitors...for they have unrequitted love. I don't. I EXPECT SOMETHING FROM YOU!