The long awaited friday no more

Ahh, knn. Today is friday. I feel so sadddddd. Girls night out is clubbing right!!!!
Ahh, dammit. Clubbing = drink wine/martini/beer/shots/cocktail = get high = dance = alot of guys = get groped.

Ahh. Fuck. I'm too unjudgemental and conclusive. Girls night out not be clubbing. It may be a visit to the zoo, or fishing. Ahh, fuck. I think it's clubbing. Ahh fuck...


And my father is in China. He updates me via SMS, ONCE A DAY. Instead of telling me what's he doing, is he having fun, the scenery there, the different places and culture and heritage, the tour group.......

Dad: "Just arrived at yunnan. About 17degrees everything okay there."

(DUH!!! Of course it's okay. You expect to see Tamil Tigers or Nepalese Monks running around naked?!?!?!)

Dad: "Kumming. 18degrees."

Dad: "how's everything? I am going to lijiang, temperature is 14deg here at dali friday will be at shangri la at 5deg. take care."

(I didn't reply him. Coz' i don't understand wts he talking. So he called me in the evening to scold me why i never reply.)

Dad: "At lijiang very cold about 12 degrees. Go for a jog very exhausted."




That's my father. He thinks he is a weather reportman. But seriously, wtf can i reply?

"Singapore, 33 degrees." OR "say weather here hot and humid, looking towards rain in the evening, and im in bishan now... lter i msg again, say raining and im in city hall"


That sounds nice.

Dammit. I'm so not going to countdown anymore. Coz' it is no longer needed. =.=

Ermm, she was rather clingy to me today. Okay, body contact is already a norm. But today was exceptional. Wells, i don't know.
We wore the same jeans today. Her waist is 24, i'm 29. The difference is 5. Just like our birthday, mine is on the 29th and the difference is also 5days.
At the end, she said she liked my pens and i liked her pens. She brought back my pens, i brought back her pens. Soon, it will be pencil-box exchange, then mp3 exchange, then perhaps car exchange too. It doesn't really matter. We used the same brand of pens, never mind about the pencilbox, same genre and many same songs on playlist, and yes, same model of car and colour.

Hah, last night i dreamt of ring exchange.


Sidenote again. This SMS.

"Your bro different from you. Somehow you always do smth to stand out from the crowd. He doesn't. haha."

Me: *shows rose*

Me: "Is that a praise. Aww..so schweet."

"No that means you attention seeking. Haha. You go concentrate on your rose before you get poked by the thorns."

Me: "What an asshole. Now tts an insult. go and die."


At first, i only glanced through and i thought it was a praise. Later that i realised, the keyword is not 'stand out'. The keyword is 'DO SOMETHING'..

Hear only the good things.

Yesterday, my lesson duration was from 10am to 5.30pm. Seriously WTF right. My brain was literally fried at the end.

But so to speak, it was the best day for such a long time. Reason: I was with rose for the whole day.

She wore specs yesterday, and she looked so different from her usual working attire. Of course, still as gorgeous and cute. Apparently, she couldn't see the screen infront, coz' the projector wasn't working as bright and she didn't wear her contacts.

So, for the entire day, all copying was done through by my notes. We both shared a table. At first, she had to turn her head awkwardly to decipher what's on the screen. Then when she couldn't make out the letters, the words, and what-not, she would sheepishly turn to my notes and copy.

Then, it went on for awhile. Soonafter, i started to copy abit faster, abit faster. Give her. She copied......
I copied the following sentences and chains of numbers. Pass to her. She copied. And the sequence went on.

Slowly slowly, my lecture notes 'overlapped' her lecture notes, she moved closer, i moved closer. My notes placed beside her and hers beside me. We copied. Right next to each other.

We were giggling, making jokes, doodling, whispering. Oh yar. Her expensive premium shower gel had already desensitised my nose. It was only at such proximity that i realised, she and her stupid gel, actually smelt nice.

Well, how i wish the lesson will continue forever. And we were locked to that small little table of ours, with chairs just nicely fitted, and our bags placed in between us. Living in our own world.


Wells, perhaps, it was just my imagination. One day gone. Good impression made. 4 more days to go.



Today, another day gone. No progress/whatsoever. 3 more days to go. Sometimes, I just can't get over the uncanny resemblance between us. Like, out of 200 songs in her mp3, 3/4 are also my 'favourite playlist' song. We are starkingly similar. Don't mind the 'oxymoron'.


Perhaps, it's our similarities that made me fell for her.

I got......one, two, three, four, five days to show my worth.
So much for a 'see first'.
At least the ball is no longer on my hands.
Shit, i suck.
I need luck and motivation.
I need..........you.
Wrong, i need myself. Im egoistic.


On the sidenote, i met someone by the lift. She is ermm...obese. Errm, very obese. But it doesn't matter. She's very sweet. She told me our classroom is at 309. I didn't knew we were classmates. She brought me to walk the whole of level 3 to burn calories. I mean to find classroom 309. It was the last classroom we searched out of the whole level 3.

Good exercise for her. Not for me. I didn't bring any bag. In retrospect, i think i should have said thanks to her nevertheless. Hmm, perhaps the next class, i will smile when i catch her looking at me. Wrong, looking in my direction. (Who will look at me right?)

Did i even mention that there's this lady who said 'hi' to me in the examination hall. Apparently we were classmates. I didn't know. Shit, i need to be more observant. Apart from only observing my eye candy.


HUIMIN: I didn't know you still got my blog address, and even remembered my password, i'm so touched!!!!! Actually this blog is only meant for myself. But hey, you are always welcome. =)

I parked my car at the market for a quick dinner. It was an open-carpark. When i returned to my car, i realised there were afew people looking at my car. Then i found out that there's is sticky (post-it) on my windscreen, saying 'DO YOU KNOW HOW TO PARK???'.

I was slightly embarrassed at first. I checked, and realised that my car was in the LOT!! I laughed it off though. But on retrospect, at that point in time, i should be angry instead. Aggrevated by some onlookers that chuckled and giggled at me.

Wells, I think i'm quite cool these days.


Another issue. I poked my friend's cheek to wake her up when class break was over. She continued closing her eyes, squirmed and smiled. Then she said, "Must be I too cute already, see me sleep also can't resist, must pinch me."

So cute.

The oohs and the aahs and the falalas

Okay, the title actually means random trivia. Just that it sounds nicer.


Me: "I realised last last sunday that you got two admirers who kept turning their heads back and to look at you."

Me: "And they are sitting behind us now. Did you realise?"

Her: "Nope, but once you say, i feel uneasy =/ "

Me: "At least Annie (her friend) had better observational skills than you."

Her: "Actualli i noe lahx. Haa. coz' they got ask 4 my no. b4, but i laugh and walk off."

Me: "Heng you didn't laugh at me and walk off." (coz' i got her number when i first knew her too)

Her: "Hmm. Must be that day i good mood lohx."

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Me: "Eh, got miss me?"

Her: " *Frown* Huh?!?!?"

Me: "I just realised i didn't see you for 2weeks liao."

Her: "Not 2yrs mah!"

Me: "I would've forgotten you."

Her: " :(((((( "

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HAHAHAHA. Okay. Not funny. I just found it interesting. No??!?!? Not interesting??!?!?!

*stares* SILENCE!! *Frown eyebrow* I klew you!! *stare* *frown eyebrow*


On the hindsight, I realised that her two admirers are not too happy with me.