Starburst.

Months later I recall your hand
pleased and silent in mine
as we play at our game of stars;
an anticipation of
evanescent moments will us forward
focused on a nondescript slip of sky

And I like that idea of unintended alchemy
of sound following fire
each burst a promise
of a greater wonder to come.


I don't know you can just really tell if the writer's female or not, just based on their selection of words. Very personal, mellifluous and... light. Yes yes, I'm partial.

Sometimes, you know, i hope that intelligence and make up for maturity.

Not that i'm very intelligent in the first place....oh wells.

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says:
*Hey, old woman. means you wun accept younger guys righT?

assigments wonderland says:
*i know younger guys do like older gals
*cos they are more stable and mature
*older gals
*i dun like younger guys cos they problematic
*haha

says:
*Ohh, i see!!

assigments wonderland says:
*aiya all bull shit la if it comes it comes la
*hahaha
*be it older or younger la

says:
*anw, if u are wondering.
*im not with an older woman at the moment
*so u can put tt thought away.

assigments wonderland says:
*i didnt even think abit that
*asking qn doesnt matter u are gg through it it can be cos u wanna know more
*and see things from a diff angle


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After some other random conversation...


assigments wonderland says:
*but sometime we should stop asking so many qns
*stop thinking so much
*just go n check it out
*cos the more we think the more we will not do it
*haha



Subtle. Yet effective. Woman's sense of prediction quite scary.

UPDATE

Updates about the concert. Zoel didn't go. Frank didn't go. And kaiqin didn't go.

Yes, seriously, i don't even know why i went lah. But it's okay. I reached at about 8pm; the concert already started, french horns blowing, oboes chirping, harp harping, bassoon bassooning, trombone trembling. Ahh, what the fuck description is that.

Okay, i'm just trying to say that, i went in when the band already started playing, and the concert 'policeman' die die also don't let me find the rest of them, and i had to sit on a vacant seat at the back of the concert hall before the concert break. (Yes, concert halfway got one break one, to allow the oboeists to catch breath, the harpist to trim fingers, the conductor to do hand-rotations and arm rotation exercise).

Coming back, the fucking empty seat. To my left, was one fat obnoxious guy patting the beat of the rhythm on his friend's lap using his right index finger. So was like, he bend over to pat the person on his left. And WTF, the other person on his left was a guy. Then, on my right, was one retarded fat obnoxious man who believed he's the conductor, and kept drawing triangle in the air. Then, there was a little boy infront of me kept ranting 'papa papa'. Limited vocabulary.

So, i onlyy managed to join the rest after the concert break. Didn't talk much anyway. Mainly only to nytia, coz' she sat beside me. Fangli brought her bf, and her bf brought his friend. (to replace baka zoel and frank) Then remus and kokwai. Hailing was there. Also, the concert had a very nice cosy ambience that i couldn't identify angelina in the hazy darkness.

Concert ended. Waited for suzy. Kokwai gave suzy flowers. Or rather, he shoved flowers at suzy. It is freaking obvious that kokwai likes suzy. ( Eh, zoel, if you are still reading my blog, keep it a secret. No one knows currently. Apart from fangli, hailing) But i think, seriously, i wouldn't like a guy to shove flowers at me, IF IM A LADY. The fucking correct way is to tilt the flowers a little forward, inch closer to her chin, and wait till she touches your hand at the stalk before releasing the flowers into her hands.

Shoving is only meant for shit. Eh fuck, i don't think i'm jealous. She allows me to put my hand on her shoulder doesn't mean kokwai got the privilege okay.

Whatever, even though suzy did something very very very very very disappointing to me recently, i think overall, she's still okay.


Conclusion, i can't say i didn't enjoy the day. I was happy to make two friends at the birthday party, one quite decent-looking cheena girl, and another not so decent looking but seemed-to-be-nice girl. Fiona hugged me anyway. Sylvia gave me money. I enjoyed the music at the concert, maybe just that the company is not there.

Hmm........if only, rose was there with me. Anyway, today, Annie told me she wouldn't mind going concert with me. =.= A tad too late.

Yar, and stupid mayying wasted my 1hr 20mins of sleep.


Fuck, i realised i mentioned alot of girl names in this post. Wait, i think i mention alot of girl names in alot of posts. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. What a flirt. No. What a friendly weisiong.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Random trivia

Interesting conversation.

huixin. says:
*i got tell u b4 im not attracted to guys that are too nice to me?
*lol

Weisiong says:
*tt's so stupid
*so u like guys tt aint good to you?
*i hope u can find happiness liddat man.

huixin. says:
*GO DIE
*hahahaha

Weisiong says:
*u are like finding a divorce partner.

huixin. says:
*dun be so bad leh
  
Weisiong says:
*okay, dun be so mean, you are trying to find a challenge

huixin. says:
*i think he's nice
*just that he dun show it directly kindddd

Weisiong says:
*ohhhh...
*icic.
*so u like this kind.

huixin. says:
*ya

Weisiong says:
*i give analogy okay?

huixin. says:
*ok

Weisiong says:
*he bakes the cake for you. but he eat the cake himself.
*HAHAHA

huixin. says:
*walaoooooo

Weisiong says:
*haha, correct?

huixin. says:
*no
*we shareee
*:D

Weisiong says:
*but tt's directly showing his love liao
*maybe when he shit tt time............
*you get the idea.

huixin. says:
*u go dieee

Eh, damn stupid. Coz' of stupid zoel not going for concert tonight, me and fangli needed to find someone else to replace him. Actually we wanted to try revoking the ticket, and i asked fangli to ask susanna. Nemo reply was something like this:

" Huh? Don't know leh. haha."

Simi sai, how can you don't know loh. Okay, but we got the idea that she doesn't want us revoking a ticket. So we decided to find someone to replace baka zoel. First, fangli thought of hingloong and leon. They didn't reply. I tell you ah, i think i msg them, they will reply loh. Coz' if they don't reply, i will spam and spam until they reply.

But who cares. So i thought of asking Huixin. I told her before that i'm going for this concert, and she was disappointed that i didn't jio her to go. Then, she niam and niam, WHINE and WHINE, that i should ask her next time, and of course pay for her.

So, Since, there is a free (okay, not free, baka zoel won't pay for ugly girls. Err, actually huixin not ugly, i think she's a few notches above ugly. Okay lah, to be nice, she's average.) ticket, it will be nice to take the chance to ask her lah.

Her reply is something like this:

"Wait ah, i having lesson now. I reply you in an hour."

Lesson = cannot think and reply?!?!?!?

After waiting for half-an-hour, i buey tahan liao, upon constant frettings and naggings of Fangli, i decided to ask another person, a person whom i liked alot.

I tell you, normally i message girl also don't have this kind of feeling one. I re-read and re-read the message freaking 5times before i sent to her. Cancel and type, cancel and type, think......cancel and type.....think...cancel and type..before sending. Then, i held my phone for the next half hour. Then, i realised i was sweating. Knn, weisiong also can kena cold sweat.

Her reply was about half-an-hour later. But this half-an-hour cannot compare with that half hour. This one was filled with anxiety and fretfulness and excitedness. Her reply was:

'uh oh. I got something on tmr. You have fun okay.'

Rejectedddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. Full stop. Very saddening you know. But can't blame her, it was kinda too last minute. =((((((((((((((


Then huixin replied me:

'Eh, your classmates there. Paiseh lah.'

Rejected rejected. Okay lah, this rejection cannot be compared to the first lah. But still, paiseh one is me loh. diaoz. Not like she knows my friends liddat.


So, in the end, Fangli managed to find her bestie, by the name of Kaiqin. Sounds nice lah, i knew one Kaiqin before, one acquaintance years ago -- pretty and intelligent.


CONCLUSION: Because of baka zoel, i was rejected twice. It is, nothing else, but ALL his fault.

p/s: I would have asked mayying to go if it wasn't for her attending a wedding dinner. Im sure she won't reject me lah. hur hur.

This is something interesting. My friend is an intern in a law firm, and for no apparent reason, he is now being the HR personnel, seeking for applicants for accounts cum admin.

And we realised, there are just too many stupid and stupid people out there.

Situation number 1:

XX Goh & Associates. (March 2004 – January 2006)
Data Entry Clerk to Director
Data entry of legal documents.
Reason For Leaving: Tired of me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH


Situation number 2:

It was with great alarm (Alarm what fuck?? Got fire meh.) when I read in The Straits Times newspaper dated today, March 11, 2009 that you are in need of an Accounts cum Admin. I am very eager to present myself as a candidate for the position. I shall be available immediately. I left my previous employment since I availed my early retirement. I am 28yrs old.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...CLASSIC. WTF, 28yrs old, early retirement. Damn cool lah. Then apply for what fuck?


Situation number 3:

Dear Sir / Madam,

Through the recent information, I would like to express interest in your openings.

HAHAHAHA...hur hur. 'Your openings'. What makes it more kinky was that the applicant is from Thailand. HAHA.


Situation number 4:

Few champions whom send their cover letters, blindly forwarding, without attaching their resume.

This is what my friend wrote in reply:

Thank you for your interest for our job opening and rest assure that we treat every single application with upmost repect and consideration.

However, i would like to point out that
1) forwarding emails that you have used for other job applications is not going to impress the HR department.
2) it looks much worse if you did not attach your resume.

Please trust that i am doing this in good faith and i am not trying to embarass you or to make things difficult for you

Should you want to be considered for the opening, please re-send your resume to us. Thank you

Otherwise, I wish you all the best in your job search and good luck.



HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. And like what my lecturer said, 'I like to be in the interview team, only then i will know how exceptionally good i am.'

I need to meet more egoistic people.