The Song that Passes Time

Lyrics: Maeda Jun
Composition: Maeda Jun
Arrangement: ANANT-GARDE EYES
Vocal: Lia

I’m looking only at the falling hourglass -
If I turn it over, look, it starts again.
I wonder, will I someday be able to enter
The advancing time that only passed by?

Halfway on the hill that only you passed over,
Many warm spots of sunlight appeared.
I, alone here,
Think back on your kind warmth.

You alone, you alone
Were the one who I had loved.
My eyes begin to run from the wind
As you become further away.

I will always remember,
No matter what changes.
It’s only one, only one
Ordinary thing, but
In the radiance I’ll show you, only that one thing was full.
I will protect it forever, forever.

The chilly days continue on, even though it’s already spring.
On the mornings I woke earlier than the alarm clock,
You, making breakfast for three,
Would be standing there.

Only you, only you
Are not beside me.
Until yesterday, you were right by my side, looking at me.

You alone, you alone
Were the one who I had loved.
It’s a song that I sing
Only with you, only with you.
It’s our, our
Time that we passed.
I don’t want to
Go on alone.

I will always remember,
Even if this town changes.
No matter how much sadness I will meet,
I’ll show you the time when I was truly strong.
Come, let’s go - we’ll walk out along the road on the hill.

Okay. I'm feeling damn bad. I made my friend tipsy, and he's gonna book in soon, before 2359. =.=

This post gonna be damn haphazard as i'm kinda sick (down with fever and sore throat) and high level of toxication of alcohol.

This weekend is damn interesting, my two close friends 21st birthday celebration falls on saturday and sunday. And the bad thing was that i happened to kena sore throat on friday. (Thanks to that shum chee how, whom i went out with on friday night to see his botak head, and we went to NYDC, much to my dismay, to eat some jedi mudster. =.=)

Saturday was a BBQ at pasir ris. Nothing much happened actually, but i managed to help them set up the fire at 8pm when i reached. Coz' the rest were just playing cards and the noobs couldn't set up the fire. Okay lah, coz' the charcoal is damp. Thus you need extra and more zai ppl to help set up -- people like me, you understand? wink wink.

The only interesting thing was that, there was this girl, with her boyfriend, at the BBQ. It goes like this. I was setting up the fire, then i helped to BBQ for quite some time. I must clarify, i'm not the only one that is standing at the pit all this while, there were 3 other of my friends helping out at the pit with me. And so, this lady (who has a very sweet and alluring voice) came to me and said:

"Hey, you'd been at the pit for quite some time already. Do you want to take a break? I can help you, ya know?"

"Ermm, no lah, not very long, still can manage lah"

"Never mind, come come, i come and help you okay!"

"Orhh" (since you say so)

She came, i offered her tongs, she took tongs, she took over my place, while my other friends looked at me in astonishment. Really lah. WTF!!! Of all, you so nice, and offer my your help. I think her bf oso buey song loh.

The next interesting thing that night was that i'm the only asshole who dared to smash the cake at the birthday's boy face. =.= he almost wanted revenge after that.



Okay, next morning, i had fever. I shall skip the boring part (i had paracetamol, aching pain, squeeze orange, drink honey, try all means to cure it myself.)

My second friend's 21st was rather interesting, he's a mixed blood. His parents are mixed blood too. The venue was at a teochew restaurant. And, the best part was that i can't decipher who is who, what race is what race. All are freaking mixed ethnic, talking in english with portugese accent, english with indian accent, indian with indian accent, italian with italian accent. ZOMG!!!! And they look vastly different. I think my table (which consisted of my and my friends) are pure bloods. =.=

But, i must clarify, i really appreciate his effort. You know, he only invited 4 of us, the rest were his family members and relatives. It's quite honourable, you see. That shows how he value our friendship. I'm really really glad to have him as a friend.

His sister quite chio. The younger one, i mean. Look a little like Ni Zhen, the older sister is a little plump.

I drank 10 glasses of red wine.

And 1 full glass of glendifich? (single malt whiskey, i rmbed it coz' a lady stranger offered me that before), ON THE ROCKS.

My friend got damn red.

I suddenly remembered i needed to drive home after that.

Shit, i drink somemore.

(The interesting thing was that, the birthday boy gave a good long speech about being 21st, and the grandfather also gave one long and touching speech)...that's their custom i think.

The sisters looked pretty. Shit, i'm getting drunk.

Took pictures.

Cheers and toasts. (Apparently, they claimed wine and liquor helped to kill bateria, and i will recover faster).

So, taking that into consideration, drink and drink more.

Okay, good thing dinner ended. Waitress confiscated my wine glass. No more.

Drove home. (I'm kinda used to drink and drive.) --normally, i make sure i'm fit to drive by doing a simple test to test my reaction and distance judgement, i won't tell you here, coz' it's really really stupid.

Got home safely, and here i am typing.......I need to sleep, quite tired. My throat starts to hurt again. Guess, they aint' very accurate about the wine-kill-bateria after all. Good night.


I really can drink well. =) (Nothing to be proud about anyway.)

Shit, i realised i needed to go out with my 'girlfriend' after the dinner....she sure will be jealous and angry.

That's all for now. good night.

I just realised. I set too high standards for myself, that i get sad when i don't achieve what i want.

And, i realised. I just need a simple and sweet and understanding girlfriend.

Eh, very sad. Very very sad. I took MC also kena backstabbed. Luckily, limpeh goodwill buey pai, got people to cover for me. But still, i think i'm in kinda shit. Wells, only monday, only till monday then i can clarify myself.

Must always know that, no matter how many times you help a person, he might not be appreciative and instead, take out a knife and stab you hard at the back. That's normal. But, i know, sooner or later, he will get his retribution. If possible, i will be the one that make him suffer. (Why am i so revengeful? I don't know.)

The thing is, i shouldn't feel so irritated and sad and uncomfortable. I know such stupid issue will be resolved once i go back. I knew that i can make everyone believe me. But why, why can't i exude confidence and to convince myself that it will be okay?

One week of utopia is ruined by stupid, retarded people that just deserve to .......
Haiz.