Resolution: Project Confidence

Today, i went clarke quay with a bunch of friends, to celebrate my friend's birthday. And until now, i can't believe what actually happened.

Me and my friends were loithering outside MoS. Dun ask why we stand outside MoS, coz' we find the taxi stand there very nice okay! Then, there were two zhabors carrying a backpack that looks like a red-bull can. And they were offering people around red bulls, plus 20% taurine or something that will keep you awake for the next 3-4 hours. ( At first i was abit skeptical, but i realised it was true to some extent, else i will be sleeping right now, and not blogging!)

So, they came over, talked to us, 'educate' us about the powerful effects of taurine and energy drinks, blah blah. The story starts now. My friend was attracted to one of the 'red-bull marketing' advertiser, coz' she was ermm quite attractive and good looking in his eyes. (To me, she's okay la. Not bad la. Liddat la.) Maybe it's the adrenaline, the energy the red bull had given him, that he decided to get her number.

At first, he was a little hesistant. Being a good friend (Really good okay), i encourage him 'TO DO THE RIGHT THING' and 'BE A MAN'. So he went to her and asked for her particulars blah blah, while the two of us were sitting, hiding at a corner wishing him good luck.

He came back with many funny hand gestures, and a 'woosh' sign. But he was rejected. HA!

But hor, he really very the brave. I only can remember doing such a thing very very long time ago. In my sec skool days. So i started to think and think. Okay la, no need to actually think and think, think abit can liao. I realised i really got no more self-esteem, after what happened to me, and my confidence level really drooped to a all-time low. Ermm, now is abit better, but still, i might look strong outside (do i? i still don't right...)but im really very shallow or empty inside. And i never gonna expect myself from doing the 'feat' he did.

And because of him, he made me realised that i do need to get back my confidence level back. So thus my resolution. This year will be a year to work on my re-gaining my self-confidence. Really. Very important. Wish me good luck.

To all readers, and unidentified spys reading, HAPPY NEW YEAR!