Random encounters

I met my secondary school good friend, Chee How, on two occurances this week. One at j8, one at my house market. It's quite a small world after all. Or maybe it's yuan fen. Or maybe i was just observant on both occasions. (it was me who spotted them.) Or maybe i was too free to go shopping around, like him and his gf. ><

I don't know, normally when i see friends on street, i will just feel coincidental and that's it. But today, upon meeting them (he and his gf) in my house market, i actually felt happy. They brightened up my day.

Maybe it's army.

3months into army, not much of a difference though. Just like ordinary work, plus guard duties. I guess, to me, it's kind of sinking in into me. The feeling of loneliness is quite huge. Then, all of a sudden, i realised i had not much friends around me. All are doing their own things. And most of the time, i didn't really enjoy my 'town-ings' or outings these days. (Not to be offended, the problem solely lies with myself, i guess)

Maybe...maybe...maybe after a few more months, i will be able to cope with my loneliness, or maybe i will find myself things to be occupied with.

Cheers.