Still bottling up

Sometimes, thoughts and feelings are better off muffled and bottled up. Unleashing will only hurt more people's feelings.

Random happenings

Yesterday i felt quite bad. Not because of the stupid Maths paper2, but my friends go pei me eat dinner.

Actually, i want go walk walk one. But in the end go straight to ang mo kio, ji tao eat dinner at 5.45pm. Then they actually not hungry one. Kaoz, i wasted their time.

Come home that time, my laopeh and laobu and brother ask me buy dinner for them.

Pui loh, you know those road that got bend one, they will put a mirror to see cars coming from the other side. Should do the same for pathways also la.

So like, you see that mirror. Wah! got chio bu on the other side, then pray she never look at the mirror, so can accidentally 'bang' onto her at the bent there. Or maybe you not so sick, just try to trip her at the bent, then see her fall down, and help her up.

Sai, i so sick.

Coming back. Stupid rain la. Make the floor so slippery. When i walking to market, then around one of those corners........But that time i listening mp3 loh, never hear footsteps. I listening to 'walk left walk right', guang liang's melodious voice. (Not like some lanjiao send me listen what he sings)

Then i walk 'left', happened that got one zhabor at the other side of the bent walk 'right', then we long into each other ( NOT PURPOSEFULLY ). Okay la, she quite sweet-looking. The collision abit jiao, like 'inelastic collision' liddat. Due to the fact that, an average man weigh heavier than an average woman ( not that i fat kay ), so collide liao she moved backwards, then i moved forward.

The best is completely inelastic la! (ie. kissed liao then fall together, kao, i so sick) But almost leh, i almost kiss dao her. But ee, i don't anyhow kiss strangers one. *act angelic* She wearing high heel, girls damn dumb one, walk high heels no balance loh, knock abit then fall liao. ( No wonder girls don't do well in physics, except for some girls who think like guys la, that is)

But my reaction kan fast, i held her and prevent her from falling. *So heroic* Then in the end, i almost fell. But my COG quite low. (Not coz' i fat) So luckily don't have la.

Abit like those drama show liddat. Raining, then 'knock' onto each other, then pull girl up, then say 'mei shi ba?'

Hope got more of such happenings on me. So nice loh. But don't let me long into guys la. Ji tao suay.

Walk left walk right

我真的迷了路 在喧闹人群中
有个我 静悄悄地走过
如果你是真的 想念就是真的
分两头 从每一条路到每一个错过

一直走 也许不知道往哪里走
我相信 梦就是轮廓 而我们围绕着
在寻找中 爱在某个角落

向左走还是向右走
几天几遍我一直走
晴天雨天没有停过
你一定要等我

向左走还是向右走
我努力选择努力记得
不管世界有多辽阔
只要向着你走

我真的迷了路 在喧闹人群中
有个我 静悄悄地走过
如果你是真的 想念就是真的
分两头 从每一条路到每一个错过

一直走 也许不知道往哪里走
我相信 梦就是轮廓 而我们围绕着
在寻找中 爱在某个角落

向左走还是向右走
几天几遍我一直走
晴天雨天没有停过
你一定要等我

向左走还是向右走
我努力选择努力记得
不管世界有多辽阔
只要向着你走

向左走还是向右走
几天几遍我一直走
向左走还是向右走
我努力选择努力记得

Desperate

Pfft. Long time no blog, since i have nothing happening around me. Of course la, i everyday at home, except saturday night go play badminton with 2zhabors. And down there also nothing much de, i whack there then the ball never come back. One small interesting bite might be that i whack one shuttle straight into Jiaying's head. Quite solid. Can hear the ' pppppiiiiaaaaaccccckkkkkk!'

Then 29October was my birthday. Thanks to the 30plus people that wished me. Gam Xia, not counting those who wished me on Sept 29, coz' i put my friendster birthday wrongly. Seh jiao. Then, best is those wish me on Sept 29, never wish me on Oct 29. hahas. And, great thanks to those who gave me birthday pressie. Still expecting one from my jiejie. =X More 'jiao'-ly, my lao peh give me his car key as birthday present. Kan sart; like i can drive liddat. I license also don't have. Even i got, i where got dare use his car go anyhow long people ka chng.


Also, crap so much, back to topic. Coming back from Vivocity, at Bishan Interchange, got this zhabor very sweet looking and gentle kind. She was waiting by the side la, meaning she can take different buses to her house. She reading Bo Zua.(Assume from poly, coz' may ying told me poly people release very early one if they got no class.) Then her hair cover her, then saw her side view so chio! Then, she change page, can see her front view, so chio! Coz' i see her so chio, so i go queue at the 410 bus there (inside the railing). Stand beside her will stress one.

Then, in the end, she boarded the same bus as me. So sart loh. My heart skipped a beat leh, coz' she squeezed beside me loh, instead of queueing up. Then, coz' we were the first few to go board bus, then got so many seats but she come sit infront of me. Very qiao rite.

Maybe i siao or something la, i got the feeling she turn her head and look at me one. (not explicitly, but made by the motions of her combing her hair). Somemore we got down the same stop.

Worst thing is, i think maybe 'A's too stressful liao. Or suddenly i too deprived. I almost wanted to ask her for her contacts leh, since she got give me abit of hope. But i didn't la. I reckon if got fate, sure still can see her one.

And like what Frank said "Rare gem, if tts true. If there's a will, there's a way, hahas >_< "

Very sweet leh. kao.