Thursday, June 24, 2004

The xiamen Trip

Day 1, Hua Qiao Hotel, 11.48pm, cloudy

A daay with just plain travelling...
Ate a 12course dinner at a seafood restaurant...
First yime i tasted turtle soup and eel meat...
my appetite came back, finally, for good...
Really nothing much happen today, hmm...
I was inspired by the LIA...
They are really superb in a way or another which would help or motivate you in a way or another...
Imentioned in my blog before that i loved to hear my grandmother tell stories and experiences in the past, and now the chance of getting to hear from the people here excites me...
yet, i might not be able to do so...
I would only talk to people or feel free to voice out only to people whom i'm really close with...
And perhaps so, i might not be able to communicate with them...

sometimes i prefer a face-to-face,one-to-one talk, i would be more open that way...
I don't know why, it's something like a invisible barrier...

So far so good, the facilities and everything, the people most importantly...
It's so much better tghan those sucky jamborees and camps...
Physically i'm fit, mentally i might not be fit....
Building camaraderie might not be easy for me...
Began to realise what this person said before was true...
Been thinking too much...


Day 2, Hua Qiao Hotel, 11.33pm, cold


A visit to the S'pore consulate office...
Warm welcome by the vice-president Phillip nd President Mr Lim...
Don't really enjoy his speech as it was not succinct enough, and did not go ccording to his mainpoints...
The only part of his speech that striked a chord in me was that Singaporeans are too law-abiding, not knowing how to find loop-holes in laws to get the benefit out of the dark...
Well, it all drills down to the Creativity aand risk taking singaporeans have...

Phillip looked young, yet he managed to climb up the social ladder so fast to vice-presidentt...
The president is a really old chap...that shows the stark difference between both of them...

Next, we went to the municipl building, for another seminar with those ministers...
I don't really enjoy their talk either...
They could not hold a candle to those paliament speakers...
though Xiamen and Singapore shared lots of common history and bckground, i strongly feel that our leaders are a notch higher than them...
Someone asked about minland China and taiwan conflict, and they started to defend themselves...
Total propaganda, i yawned out loud and attracted some attention...
It just gave me a worse impression on how govt propagandise the thinking thru media, etc...
it's sad, we learnt not to trust...

The gist of the YMCA talk later focus on construction workers kids not treated eqully as the rest...
Morally, of course, it's unright...
But practically, class and caste system still applies in this modern era...
And it's good...
Equality among everyone in this society will spell for more trouble and eventually lead to the country's downfall...

The dinner was okay...It's good to mingle with Singaporeans who are living in Xiamen, they came down to visit us...
Or rather, they like to see Singaporeans, or meet them...
Only then they will be home again...

Wei Shu fell sick, sore throat, but fever seemed imminent...
I gave him 500g Paracetamol tablets...4 of them...
I did not make him pay...=P

*That's all for today*

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Sunday, June 13, 2004

"Mystery girl of Ubin."

"Mystery girl of Ubin."
By Tan Shzr Ee. The Straits Times, 09 March 2003
(c) 2003 Singapore Press Holdings Limited

An urn in an obscure Pulau Ubin temple, said to hold the remains of a WWI German girl, has been attracting devotees since the 1930s
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THEY call her the German Girl, or the Nadu Guniang - a Malay-Chinese appropriation of the words 'Datuk' and 'Miss'.

She makes her home in a yellow shack by an Assam tree, among carpets of lallang and grass.

The place: Pulau Ubin's south-western plains, far away from the cries of cyclists daytripping from the Singaporean mainland, or other gourmets slurping down prawns by the northern island's eateries.

All around her wooden hut, the air is dead still. But signs of human activity show through the lick of flaming candles and smoking joss-sticks twirling around her altar of an abode every day.

She is dead - and has been dead for more than 80 years.

A trickle of devotees on the island - and across the sea from Singapore - still meander round to the obscure spot to pay their respects regularly.

'I've been coming here for years,' says Madam Cheng Xuan Li, 39, a factory worker who troops down to the site every weekend with her family, armed with packets of Qoo Grape and floral offerings.

'An old friend told me about this temple. I have prayed for things, and have received them. It's only right that I return the favours.'

She is not the only visitor. Pulau Ubin resident Chye Leng Keng, 74, reveals that worshippers from as far as Thailand and Myanmar have come to pay homage as well, over the years.

Throughout his entire life, the old man and his wife have been living in a corrugated-iron hut, stapled together with age and dust, only footsteps away from the temple.

He is the key witness to the strange proceedings that take place every time devotees troop in to worship the deity.

'People come, sometimes with mediums who claim to speak German, and they ask for all sorts of things,' he says.

'They pray for health. They ask for Toto and 4D numbers.'

But the story began even before Chye himself was born.

Local folklore goes that the girl was the daughter of a coffee plantation manager who lived near the present temple site in the early 20th century.

At the end of World War I, British soldiers rushed in to intern her parents but she was said to have escaped through the back door.

In her haste, she fell into a quarry behind the coffee complex, stumbling to her death.

Her corpse was discovered by Boyanese plantation labourers, who threw sand over her body and offered prayers, flowers and incense as a gesture of goodwill each time they passed her.

Eventually, a group of Chinese workers on the island carted her remains to the crest of the quarry's hill and gave her a proper burial.

'How she became a temple of worship - I have no idea,' says Chye who used to work in a shipyard and has three grown-up children living on the mainland.

'The workers had probably been treated well by her parents, and maybe did what they did as a gesture of thanks.'

Whatever the long-winded route the German Girl's tale took to become reincarnated into its present-day myth, worshippers and Toto punters have not stopped coming.

From the 1920s to the 1970s, they left a trail of bananas and soft drinks on the burial ground for Chye to steal - as a hungry teenager and, later, as a cheeky old man up to nosey antics.

'I'm not pantang (superstitious),' he says proudly.

'I don't believe in all this ghost talk. I've never seen one in my 70 years in this place.'

In 1974, the grave was exhumed to make way for quarry excavation work and relocated to its present spot near Chye's hut.

He remembers playing kaypoh at the dig, sticking his head in the crowd to see a rusty cross and a few strands of hair recovered from the grave. These were apparently transferred to an expensive Jiangsu urn, bought for the ritual of ash-transferring by quarry company Aik Hwa.

Today, the supposed urn - a heavy white jar decked with tattered scarves - sits upright on a dust-caked altar strewn with a battleforce of eerie feminine tributes: hair brushes, nail polish, powder, Safflower Oil, Florida Water, Hazeline Snow and the odd tube of Revlon lipstick.

Newer displays - red packets rolled into tokens used for casting 4D numbers - bear imprints as fresh as this year's Powerpuff Girl ang pow logos.

A red medium's table and chair sit quietly in another corner, adjacent to the altar.

For all the fuss over the urn, Chye swears that it is actually only a replica of the original 1974 pot, which he believes to have been stolen by vandals simply for its beautiful Jiangsu design.

'It doesn't look the same as the one I'd seen. But people still worship it,' he says.

'Anyway, Singaporeans are strange. It's ironic that this German girl - a Roman Catholic going by her crucifix - should become some kind of Taoist deity for all these Chinese punters.'

The mystery has not only intrigued him but also caught on with two curious filmmakers. Ho Choon Hiong, 28, and Michael Kam, 34, stumbled across the temple while making a documentary on Pulau Ubin's nine temples and 11 shrines in 2000.

They have done the extra legwork of tracking down the former coffee plantation's 19th-century land deeds to a certain Daniel Brandt and Hermann Muhlingans of Germany.

But beyond these two names, they have failed to unearth further information on the supposed girl or her parents. Further enquiries with the German Club and other sister organisations here have drawn a blank.

A Sunday Life! check with the Singapore Land Authority and the National Archives similarly revealed nothing.

Yet Ho, who has been tracking this temple (below) for two years, does not intend to give up - not least when there is talk that it may be torn down to make way for expansion of the Outward Bound School nearby.

'I'm just hoping that it can be preserved or saved in some way, even if the land were to be taken over,' he says.

'One day, I want to find out who the German girl really was and what she looked like,' he adds.

For now, however, he is content to unravel the other mystery behind the urn: whether it contains the ashes of anything vaguely, formerly human, or, as Chye insists, is simply a replacement vessel for the Jiangsu original.

Balancing on a stool and blowing dust off the stacks of offerings, the intrepid Ho scales the altar on bended knee. He pries nervously at the lid of the porcelain jar.

'I have a clear conscience,' he says with a grin. 'Nothing to be afraid of.'

The big moment arrives: The lid is cranked open.

The urn contains nothing.

Nameless, faceless, speechless - and now, formless.

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Friday, June 11, 2004

I better write something now, before i leave for China, Xiamen for my exchange programme under the high5 youth award student ambassador. Sian..

Went out with bestest pal today...
He brought me to Bugis...
We spent 15minutes there, then we left for Toa Payoh...
He wanted to watch Harry Potter, but the earliest in the Bugis Cinema was 5.35pm, which he considered that late...
So we went for the show in Toa Payoh Entertainment Centre cinema at 4pm (Just an hour earlier, not much of diff)...

I stained my school shirt with two drops of Potassium Permaganate on my shirt...
Damn...teacher asked me to add reducing agent to clear the stain...
She offered iron chloride...

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SCORPIO MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt
and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding
so negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man
He absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.
He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and
confused feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things
happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help
themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who
mostly achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he
will put all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small
matter or a big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.
He is a very patient man and can wait for years to reach his goal.
He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for
long, for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.
If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may
be too much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and
relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty
she is.
He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought,
and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward
sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try
not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not
be able to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are
fat), he will say "yes, as big as a balloon". He makes such comments because
he cares for you, so do something about your weight and do not get upset with
him.

If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will
not say such things just to please you if he does not really mean it. There
will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If
you are in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be
vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back
time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you
could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close
friends.
He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He
is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not
really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is
thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.
He memorizes everything well. You may say something that you already
forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected
and admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power
over him.
When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac
once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and
simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting
and able to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a
woman who sits around waiting for his call.

I don't really believe in zodiac, but then just for fun, it shows part of me though...haa...

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Friday, June 04, 2004



Standing on Sedna - the solar system's most distant known planetoid - your view of the Sun at high noon might look something like this. An artist's dramatic vision, the picture shows the Sun suspended above the nearby horizon as a bright star immersed in the dusty ecliptic plane. Within the dust-scattered sunlight are more familiar members of the solar system, including planet Earth. But at a distance of about 13 billion kilometers (8 billion miles) Earth would only be visible in binoculars or a small telescope. In Sedna's dark, daytime skies, the noonday Sun is also joined by the faint stars and obscuring dust clouds of the Milky Way, suspended on the left above stark, ruddy terrain. For Sedna-based sky gazers, all planets have interior orbits and would remain close to the Sun in Sedna's skies. Of course, for earthbound astronomers, interior planets Venus and Mercury also remain near the Sun, with Venus scheduled for a rare crossing of the solar disc on June 8.

4 more hours to my dreaded ceremony...what a torture. This Sedna picture looks great, it shows how isolated Sedna is in the Solar System, not to mention the Milky Way, and the universe. If I could stay in Sedna, cut off all humanly contacts with the earth, and stay there in peace. What a shitty feeling i'm feeling now, yet the rest of the awardees must be hoping time to pass fast.

I don't want to see them! There isn't any problem with them, but i just don't wanna meet them...
Yuyu said it's due to the different wavelength, but i think is caused of my lack of self-esteem. I have no confidence to face these superpowers.

I stared at the park below me for quite some time. It was rather quiet, the sun don't seem to scrotch the ground today, no cyclist by the rocky lane, no workers cutting grass, no dogs in the doggy area...Rather untypical scene. But because of the lack of strong sun rays, i spent more time staring blankly at the park...looking around at the greenery, thinking why i felt this way, could i control my 'confused' self later...gazing around, seeing the bird feed, and the water stagnant, and algae swirvels even when there is no movements in the waters...suddenly, I feel close to nature...Yet i still feel strange, so strange in the untypical afternoon...

Time now: 2.15 (3.45h more to the ceremony) Sigh...

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Thursday, June 03, 2004

I wanted so long to resume my jog in the park...
Yet, i failed to do so...
I don't know why...

I experienced a surge of emotions today...
It's not because of tomorrow's prelim oral exam...
But it that thing, that damned award presentation that is bothering me...
I'm going to meet with the rest of the 19people who are getting the award...
Maybe 16 people...coz' i knew mervy, winnie, and yuyu!
At least i have 3 people to share my whining with...
Perhaps two of them, winnie will nag at me!
Perhaps one of them, Mervy will
Perhaps none of them, yuyu will suan me back! (right not? =P)
Perhaps...

And tomorrow is the thing...
Get the award and 'mingle' with the rest...
Then shoo back home! I don't fancy such a grand presentation anyway...
Think i need to put on a smile though, principal and teachers and the mayor would be there...

And after my award ceremony, i got a meeting waiting for me...
Not a meeting for me actually, by the time i reached my meeting place, it would be just nice for debrief...
But damn, unless i brought a shirt to change, i would need to wear my long sleeve for the meeting...

And my father is sick, having fever...
Hope he get well soon...

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Okay, i'm a sinner today...
I written a whole pile of what happened...but my friend wnted itto be kept secret...
So i erased it...haha

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