*Another story...felt a tinge of sadness...Are you such such a person? If yes, plz muster up more courage, or else your life will be filled with remorse...Adapted from d-rea-x blog...*

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She
was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

i love u
i love u
i love u

*Another story to enjoy...Felt a tinge of sadness...quite meaningful...Are you such a person? If yes, plz muster more courage, or else your life will be filled with remorse...*

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She
was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She
looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

i love u
i love u
i love u

Busy, busy and busy...
Practically, i had been studying since i came back from school...
Struggled through...painfully endure...

Tips for students...hopefully not landing up like me...
I believed that i had an overdose...
Just like my first aid competition, i studied like hell the previous day...
Until now, i have a phobia on first aid...
CAn't get anything into my head when i read through them...

And, of course, it will affect me.
I had an overdose of studies for last week and this week...
Its because i started late (revision)...
And i'm getting a phobia...
It will have adverse effects, like i can't really absorb more informations...
Its quite bad in a way...
It damages your brain by storing too much information at a go...
And easily gets braindead...
*Not scientifically proven, but experiments done on human stimuli*

It seemed like i'm braindeading all the way...
Studied like hell and nothing gets in...
Hope you all don't follow me...its a bad habit...
Not gonna do this to myself again...
My brain is too small to allow such heavy duty activities...
Instalments would be accepted happily...

Another thing before taking a test is confidence...
Its not scientifically proven and no experiment done this time...
TRy it during this final year, unless i could muster enough confidence in me...
But i bet it will surely helps...
Its all psychological...

That's about all, that's the exam tactic i gonna try in this end of yr examinations...
I'm an experimentist...doing strange thigns with myself...

Guess you did not get any sense of what i'm talking, do you?
Words just came right into my head without serious processing...

Just a word to comment about the chemistry test i had today...
"Agony"...i was suffering in acute agony...
Got stomachache...obviously, i did not eat...
Not a good example, plz don't follow, you are ruining your life...
And so i am indeed...

Doing a test which i'm in pain is not big deal...
The worst thing was that i did not learn much...
Braindead of course...
will inform you about the mark...believe i will pass though...its quite easy...

Studied physics whole mount...
Studied the notes fom teacher...very briefly...
Its still the best, compared to online browsing of websites...
After that i will need to do a long, long recap...
Another tactic i use...you must have more right?
If you are kind enough to give me hints, do so...
Send me a mail or write in my forum...

A life like this is pathetic...
Study, study, sleep...
Eat, shit, drink...
Read, read, memorise...
Whine, whine and WHINING...

Sorry, all trash, don't make any cow sense i suppose...
Life is meaningless man!!!

Wonder why i always write sad blogs?
Partly, coz' i'm sad...
Partly, coz' i do not have much happy things to share...
I guess i'm permeable only to sorrows...
Yawnx...back to revision...and newspaper...

Quote of the day:
"Haste makes waste."

Human Stimuli

I was sitting on a beach one summer day, watching two children, a boy and a girl, playing in the sand. They were hard at work building an elaborate sandcastle by the water's edge, with gates and towers and moats and internal passages. Just when they had nearly finished their project, a big wave came along and knocked it down, reducing it to a heap of wet sand. I expected the children to burst into tears, devastated by what had happened to all their hard work. But they surprised me. Instead, they ran up the shore away from the water, laughing and holding hands, and sat down to build another castle.

I realized that they had taught me an important lesson. All the things in our lives, all the complicated structures we spend so much time and energy creating, are built on sand. Only our relationships to other people endure. Sooner or later, the wave will come along and knock down what we have worked so hard to build up. When that happens, only the person who has somebody's hand to hold will be able to laugh.

Blessings.

* there are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few that will catch your heart... pursue those!

Phew...in a way, my day was not used properly...
Not up to satisfaction...studied physics online for about 3hrs...
Covered four chapters...
Pathetic, i know...
I spent one hr talking to a frenz that called me...
Wanted to sort things out...
I was quite straightforward...won't like to beat around the bush...
No time...or else i would spend time 'suaning'...
That's me...

Nothing much to write, no thoughts as i'm braindead...
Really loves what 'disbelieving wrote'...look for it...its meaningful...write more interesting stuffs tomorrow...

Its just an ordinary day...
I got back my chinese paper...i got 74/100 (A2)...
Sheer luck, i reckon...
Haha...i need to be more confident...yay
Hope i do well in this friday's chinese paper...

Continuation of yesterday's post...
I believe that you all had not read enough...
Hungry for more right? Let's see if i got time for part two...

Actually, i was feeling strange after posting...
I never regret...but i'm scared that my lousy english might portray her wrongly...
It was late at night, need to sleep, so as you would guess, i rushed through...
But i also do not mean it was not true...its my one-sided feelings...

See some of the comments...
(9/29/03 12:16:36 AM): haha...very very well written...
(9/29/03 12:17:51 AM): haha..even if u fail...i think ur readership will increase!!!
(9/29/03 12:18:02 AM): i like ur COURAGE!

Its quite daring of me...
If you know me personally, i look cheerful most of the time...
And seemed to have no worries...
But i'm a hypocritical person...i do not show what i feel...
So perhaps, i'm the real person in my blog...
I read previous posts...and really thought some of the comments were ugly...
But i hope that this will be me...feelings shown are 90% true...
I believe that even my best friend don't know the things written in my blog...

Haha...i'm a strange person...
I have lots of thoughts...i think alot...too much i believe...
Loves using words to drain my sorrows...
It was coz' i don't have wonderful listeners to calm me down...
There were people that comforted me...
Most were girls, of course...
Boys would seldom care about me...

In a way, I'm tired of my own apathy,
my own powerlessness.
Sometimes dark moods keep resurfacing,
there're peaks and troughs in life but far too many more of the latter.
And i can't even sit down and ask why,
because if i don't keep moving, i'll end up a victim of my own despair.

Sometimes, i ask myself who i am? I'm utterly confused with myself...
A person cheerful on the outside with a fraigile heart...
Of course, you would say, i'm a lousy leader and won't succeed much in life...
But i believe that view might not be right, unless you know me in person...
I'm strange, just strange...

Sometimes, i ask myself what i would like in life...
I would think hard...but the qn just baffled me...
I don't really know...maybe i'm too young? Perhaps...perhaps...pperhaps...

Felt so energetic...but mood getting lower and lower...
Don't know whether i will survive through my examinations...
Energetic bcoz' i get to sleep through PE?
Haha...Mr Lee played music on the radio...identified 3 songs...
"Love is blue", "Rhythm of the falling rain" and "titanic"...
Oldies...
Loves oldies but some new songs are also quite nice...

Need to study, write something more interesting later in the night...
Late in the night, as usual...

Saw a bright red shining object in the sky...I was enjoying scenery...
Its quite large, is it MARS? I don't know...need to check it out in 'heaven above'...
Wait for my good reply...

Quote of the day:
"Though in a way, you never died; you're never really dead until you're forgotten, and he remains a legend even today."

Disbelieving (blog name)

Watched "The perfect storm"...A sad show...
I missed the beginning when i'm covering A maths radian...
In the end, i made no sense and went to watched the show...
need some relaxation...

I seldom watched shows and movie, once in a blue moon....
The ending was tragic...no one survived...
Definitely, the tinge of sadness from the movie almost made me cry...
I'm emotional, you see...
Too much sadness and remorse accumulate in me recently...
Began to wonder if i really made you readers sad....
Maybe i should just pour out more...
haha...its my blog ultimately...

A little more about me...
Guess you readers would like to know more about my love experience...
Infatuation, dating, etc...
Its quite sad to say...my experiences were little...
I never told someone i love her...
Having infatuation and dates were more out of point...

Its a special request...i will type about my feelings for that particular someone...
No elaboration of names or whatsoever...
Okay, this friend of mine was very close to me at first....
We joked and laugh and played together...
In bad and good times...
She was an very active girl...a girl whom was silent in the inside and sociable on the outside...
For once i know, she was going to be my wonderful friend...
She was my type, an intellect that suits mine...not bitchy
At that time, we were young of course...
Such thoughts were never practical, we put such thoughts at one side and would rather concentrate on games...
A girl that mixed absolutely well with guys...
She was the one of the few girls i would mix around with...

I do not go for looks, in case you don't know...
I do not like girls that are too dependent on me...
I do not girls that are childish...
I do not like aloof girls...
Most importantly, i hate girls whom had no good moral values...

So i do not want to make explicit details till you get the full picture...
And maybe got to guess the person...

She is grown-up now...
She expressed her liking for me in Sec2...
Interesting, isn't it?
Obviously, being a wonderful student, i rejected her...
I can't have one...my parents will slaughter me,
I will feel guilty...
And worst of all, my brother might follow me...
(He alwaes follow me)....

But at first, i thought she was joking, and that she was not serious at most times...
I made fun of her...haha...felt guilty though...

Never mind...we were still best of friends...
We SMS each other for quite some time...
Sending rich corny jokes and of course communication between both of us...
She often SMS me in good times or down times...
We chatted...we were not from the same school, but our bonds were tight...

Remembered once, she told me that she was stressed......
I asked her for a movie...
But none of the dates were available...
So eventually, we did not meet...
We were busy people...students i mean...
Fate doesn't allow us....

We kept in contact till around June and early July...
Maybe it is due to her stress in school work...
She did not send me any greetings...
I did once, but in vain...
Too bad...

Had some misunderstandings recently when we talked in msn...
Pondered hard but don't know why...
What did i did wrong? Is it reversible?
She sounded fierce and depressed...
Why?
My reputation of being a good counsellor...can't i help her?
Normally, people turned well after my counselling...
Why? Human stimuli, why?

Sent her an e-mail today...when she did not response to my greeting...
Is she avoiding me? Or i done something wrong???...must be me...
I would NEVER, NEVER in my entire life lose such a good friend...
Never, u heard me...NEVERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

Phew...what a scream, i can only cross my finger...
Fate, don't be mean to me......let me have this wonderful friend...
Please, i beg you...can you hear me fate?

Quote of the day (ii):
"teaching don't pay as well as in the corporate world but there's the intangible reward
when you know you have touched lives..."

Ms J Hon (teacher)

"There is a scientistic explaination for love. When you fall in love or have an infatuation, a cocktail of neurochemicals gushes fourth."

Sumiko Tan (sunday times)

In a way, I would always shelter my fellow leaders under me...
(Fellow leaders reading, hope you know)...its not good to mention it infront of you all...
Its me, its my character, don't know whether i'm doing the right thing...
But i believe i'm wrong...sheltered them too much...
They don't learn...
Still not up to standard...
Was it really my fault? Or theirs?
I scolded again and again...soft and hard ways were practised but they don't seem to get it...
Must i break down before they return to their senses?
"Can't pass down three generation?"A chinese proverb...
Strange...they were childish...not implying i'm mature...
But they really need to learn, learn a lot...
Why? It was quite bad...really hope to hop over to some other groups...
But i can't...i would change...change myself and their mentality...
Trying to be optimistic...but hope it won't affect my studies...
Quite a few things to settle first before exams...

Hmm...oops...hope i do not mention exams again...
Quite sad...its reaching and its over soon...
And, and i will be free, soaring high up in the sky...hoping...

Today has been a really lousy day.
I'm trying to stay optimistic, but I'm really just too tired to care...
The meeting today was quite ?!?!?!?!?!...
Pondered hard last night on the activities for the scouts today...
But nothing seemed much seems accomplished...

Scolded, terribly...
It was my fault...
Thought of bringing the scouts for a jog all the way to MacRitchie and back...
But they left me alone with my senior, kumanan in school...
We were like .....okay, what shall we do...
Kumanan said that we wait for them to return...
But you know, i'm impatient...thinking of all terrible consequences...
Called them but uncontactable..

Went to TIC, of course we got a ear-piercing scolding...
He then brought us all the way to Andrew road, we walked back to Joan road...
Hoping that they will pass...the road was a landmark...
The person-in-charge was in my orienteering team...
So i assumed....

I felt bad, but just smile...not angry or whatsoever...
Just disappointed with myself...
Human stimuli, human stimuli, why did they do such a thing!
Its my fault...and kumanan was innocent, but he shared the consequences...
What a nice man he is, really felt bad...
Never love to pull people to take blame with me...its bad...

Found them as i predicted and brought them back to school...
They don't seem unhappy....luckily i thought...
We walked as they were tired and careworn...
Started running once we reached Toa Payoh...
It was enjoyable...they all were united, we shouted timing together...
Felt happy as a leader...
They were not that good, but such things were not done by the rest of the sec2 and 3s...
In a way, i was enjoying my fruit of labour...
A whole year of hard training...
More to go!

In school, Kumanan made them built a hourglass...a kind of structure...
Wonderful...and magnificent...
I took the sec1 for their lessons...
Covered a lot...done what i planned for the day...and taught them things not in syllabus...
They were spontaneous, applied the technique Mr Tan (form teacher) used in class...
It worked...think they will make good cadets...

In the midst of the lesson, girl guides came to gallery and was sort of disrupting my lesson..
Played bombing game with them...quite a short one...they were singing songs...
Teaching with music was enjoyable...though the songs were out of tune...
Just kidding...

I was added into a conversation just now...
Was 'suaned' by an unknown person...
Really irks me...haizzz....what a scout...

". . . random numbers should never be produced by a random method. Some theory should be used."

Algorithm guru Donald Knuth of Stanford University

Alex asked me how much was the Life Science Course..
He was also a pathetic soul whom edusave account was busted...
A few more in our class...i'm the treasurer and thus i knew quite a no. of things...
Life Science Course cost 80 bucks...
Its was read over the PA system again...'outstanding payment'...
Quite embarrassing, in a way...
Mispronounciation of my name...Alex name was too pronounced comically...
Why must they do that? Settle payments after payments in a short period of time...
Economy is bad, think we were money tree...
Moneysuckers...

A complaint? Wouldn't like the hassle of writing one...
That's why TIC said that i never voice out my rights...
Its true...and that applies to most students...
Ain't i'm right?
Maybe only for our school...i admit i'm one...
If there were complaints, the school would not be so cocky and daring...
Experimenting with us, pushing us to the limits...
I might be better off than a few others in terms of financial and emotions...
Financial due to those payments...
Emotional stress by needing to explain painstakingly to frustrated parents...
Soon another outstanding amount will arrive...chinese enrichment course...
That was not so bad...24 bucks...but still a humongous sum for a bankrupting soul...

Once again, i will like to say: DONATIONS ARE WELCOME!!!

The next thing i wanna talk about is the article i saw in chinese newspaper...
Saw my school got the School Substantial Award (SSA)...
Just felt not that right...
Its scouts that helped the school got their SSA, and no recognition was given...
I knew i would not do so much...participating in NDP and activities...

Of course, i'm not the kind of person whom wanted recognition...
But its for the scout group...we did alot for the school...
And they just kicked us one side...
At least Mr Goh (ex-principal) praised us and encouraged us...
Never mind...i don't wanna continue...

Sometimes, i really don't wanna talk too much about the school...
But those terrible things swirvelled in my mind vividly...
Can't shake them off my mind...

Felt quite sad..
Talked to a frenz..
He wanted to SMS another frenz at 12 midnight to wish her happy birthday...
Began to think that who the hell would care about me...

Began to cherish frenz...i had been accepting very little frenz due to the fact that i'm choosy...
But how many do i left? Countable with fingers...
Most were disappointed by me and i'm disappointed by them...
They don't seem to understand, don't they?
Why?
Seriously, when i'm sad, i often go to girls...
Frenz of the same sex were hard to find...yet to find one...Aaron is one of the good one...

Haizzz...its quite a sad post...with critics and sorrows....sorry about that...

In a way, i felt that my day was wasted.
I did not really studied for the day.
Just done the last part for my chinese compo and studied the whole of E Maths book by half-an-hr time.
Its surprising of course,
i glanced through...
not really sure whether i comprehend everything inside...but obviously not...

Let's talk about something interesting...
My blog is indeed boring...
Compared it with a new blog from a person whom left Singapore...
Of course, i do not know her...
Began to realise that my command of language for my previous blog was atrocious...
The way i portrayed myself was not up to standard...
Hmm...i will try harder...better post after exams...

Second day with the absence of my brother...
Felt strange, in a way, i miss him definitely...
He is part of my life...
A wonderful brother...

Father went for his campfire...
I was stranded, alone at home..without dinner...
Luckily, TIC called and invited me for dinner...
Thomson Swensens...
Weekly offer, from mon to fri...

The services there were excellent...
Felt great paying the 10% service tax...
normally i was not at all particular, but influenced by TIC whenever i went out with him...
He is more on the american side...ask and ask, plus he hates lousy services...
I was often embarrassed by the way he questioned the waitress...

Talked all the way...
He said i am very much influenced by my mom...
Don't voice out for my rights...
Confidence very low...

Puzzled by how he come up with such conclusions...
I accept things as what they are...
Reflecting again and again, began to realise that its true...
I seldom voice out...Lost my rights...
Why? Is it linked to confidence level?
For what i observed, i confidence level rises...
But it was not enough? I don't know...TIC never really say...
Really need to do self reflecting more...
He also said its better for me not to be a boss...
Or else my company will be hectic...

In a way, i'm making sense of what he was implying...
How could i change for the better? Am i that bad?
In deep thoughts...
Hope light sparkled from my head soon...
Loves such remarks...it will really makes me improve...
But too much, will make me falter...

Am i making any cow sense to you? Obviously not...i believe...
Quite early now, just 10pm...maybe i will write another post...
Wait patiently...

It really rained the whole day...
water everywhere...
Influenza is coming back...with a vengeance...
Bad day...washed me out of my mood...

Went out today for dinner again...
Went Toa Payoh, ordered a plate of thai fish, egg and a veg...
Quite simple but we enjoyed...

Remembered my brother is now in the camp...
Suffering? I don't know...
I did not go for p5 camp...coz' teacher forgot to book for us...
How abt sec3 camp? For some unknown reasons, its cancelled...
This school is wonderful, no reasons were given for doing things...
Undoubtlessly lame...Those who are supporters of the school, so sorry...
Just hate the school system...don't ask me why...
If i got a chance, i will move, move away from this school...

Coming back, since my brother is away,
mom and dad paid more attention to me...
Like when eating dinner, they will help me with the dishes...
Felt pampered...
Luckily i'm not in a one-child family...
Child tends to be pampered, i had living examples...
Haha...don't feel guilty, it may not be you...

Now, finally i had the bed all by myself...
I used to share my bed with my brother in the ratio of 1:3...
I'm a good brother...don't *puke*...

Quite unhappy in this vey moment...
I could not finish off with my compo...
Reached almost till the end, and i began writing trash...
Its worst than briandeading...its horrible trash...
Hmm...i would need to edit thoroughly tomorrow...

See, my time is getting lesser...no enough time to revise...
Most importantly, not enough time to rest...
My nights are getting later and later as days goes on...
Wondered what would happen to me after exams...
A walking log?
Its hard to imagine...i will have bad dreams...

MONEY...yar, money....
My edusave went bankrupt, due to last yr jamboree...
I took out all existing money out of my edusave to pay...
My name was announced twice on the PA system for not paying for courses...
$40 for Social studies...$60 for accelerated learning....
I'm initially broke...can declare bankrupt by now...
Very sudden...$100 in total...
Took from mom just now...no money with me...only a meagre $20...

DONATIONS are welcome...of course...
Any amount will do...it will come a long way to help paying for my courses...
Haha...

Strange indeed...the courses took place in June and they pestered me now...
The time phrase was indeed long...
MOE malfunctioning? Haha...
Our govt. are world class govt.

Tired, breathless, dwindling sleeping hours...dying, dying slowly...
need to sleep, bye

Quote of the day:
"Habit and routine have an unbelievable power to waste and destroy."

Henri De Lubac

Rain and rain and rain...
It rained the fourth time of the day?
Lonely and depressed...
Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain....
Nothing much to write...
Boring day again...

Brother went camping...
He must be suffering, in this misty weather...

I was drenched by the rain when i came back...
Saw some girls doing the same thing...
Pathetic...people looked at me strangely...
Coming back to the girls, they were enjoying the rain...
So lame...but they just caught my attention...
Like very fun, but must rush home...
Do homework...revise...
See my day..full of such trashs, never enjoy...
Haizzz...

Type more later...just wanna cure my itch for writing...

Let's skip today's programme i had...
I would like to talk about the 'latest SARS case tracked to lab accident' in Straits Times today...
Tall tales told from the beginning...lab officers denied at first...
But now WHO officers found out that the SARS case was from the lab...

Is it true? Is it reliable?
I do not know...WHO might just jumped into a conclusion so as to avoid people being panicky if the disease was spreaded from other sources...

The WHO officers shown that our Biological labs in Science Parks, Singapore General Hospital and Defence Science Oraganisation , and NUS fell short on safety standards...
Its quite bad though...
Singapore's reputation would be affected inevitably...
Hmm...quite a strange sight...
Singaporeans are 'kiasu'...everything also must take precautions...
But isn't this a major area to be 'kiasu'?
It concerns the safety of the lab engineers and scientists...
It might also spread island wide, resulting a widespread calamity...

Maybe...maybe, its not entirely their fault...
They must have their reasons...but facts showed that they are wrong...
hope they would improve their 'safeness' in the labs and build back on their reputations...

Quite a lousy post, din have much time to write...so sorry...
Post a longer and more controversial article next time...
Wish me luck for my chinese test tomorrow...

Hmm...the number of people visiting my blog reached 160 in a week!
What a wonderful surprise...
May i ask you, regular readers, to post something on my forum...
wanna make that as a discussion topic...
Or how about giving me your valuable comments...
I'm been reading blogs and blogs...
But mostly people just talk about their life and no thoughts, seldom writes about feelings...
There are exceptions, whose blogs i enjoyed reading...
Like Hua Qin's blog...its quite dull but content is wonderful...
Copied quite a number of things over there...
Like my quote of the day...

Just read Hui Min's blog (d-ream-x)
She used the word braindead...
Wonderful, cause she gave recognition to me...
And thus she helped me advertise...
Anyway, the word 'braindead' was quoted from SMSes...
1 frenz simply loves the word, and i began loving it...

So much of invaluable trash, which would make you yawnx...

Today is my FATHER's BIRTHDAY.
Felt guilty bcoz' i did not give him a present...
The day went as though nothing special happened...
Felt sad, i wished him a warm happy birthday when i went to school...
he just smile...he wanted it...he kept quiet...he wanted the day to be normal...
Just ordinarily normal...and nothing else...

He played organ the previous night, guitar...
Felt guilty again...why? I'm busy studying for my tests...
And left him to play piece by piece of songs alone...
Its very lonely and sickening sometimes...a accompaniment is always an enjoyment...
The songs were not sombre or depressed...but somewhat felt that he was happy...and somewhat sad...
Happy that today is his birthday...sad that his childrens were busy and not with him?
Is this how he gives himself a present?
By playing music and letting his finger fluttered through the keyboards
or letting music whispered out of the hollow wood?
Miserable...i meant that i felt miserable...
He had gave us a lot...and we did not give much in return...

Felt like crying...
He was tired, fell asleep just now, around 10.30...
He was getting old...slowly...eyelids closed tight, snoring hardly...
blanket rolled up to his neck, body curled to the left...
I began to realise I'm growing up...tinge by tinge...he is getting old...
His birthday is gone...just as fast as my tears swished down my eyelids....
He, a wonderful father...A father that i adored...A father that comforted me in bad times, shared my joys and sorrows, gave me strong fatherly love, gave me courage, responsibility, conscience...
The lovable guy who taught me right from wrong...Showed me the correct path...thinking of me every moment, my well-being, my amount of pocket money, my studies...
Those welling tears pooled in my eyes could not be compared with his care and concern for me...
He is too great...just too great...
A thousands stabs in my heart is still relatively meagre to pay back...so is a hundred-thousand, a million...
Its over the realm of infiniti...
Dad, i love you, forever and ever...till the day i die, my heart remains rightfully yours and mother's......

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Believed i made lots of emotional remarks...its my feelings...'untrue to a certain extent' feelings...
Bcoz' feelings are impossible to be replaced by words...
Stimulus...stimuli...nerves...heart...brain...makes a wonderful emotional casing in our life...
Dad, love you and still be loving you....

Nice day...
Did not recall being braindeading for the day...
Quite frustrated with CME project work...
Why must we do projects in such a rush period..
Do those teachers just wanna torture us?
Don't really understand the need...
Its always the case, do things that we don't like or things that we don't understand...
Why? Why? why?

Darn, tomorrow is my dad's birthday...
Have not the slightest idea of what to buy for him...
Wanting to have a combined gift with my mom birthday...

Dreamt of a present yesterday....mystery figure, can't remember the character...haha

Done with my CME project for around 2hrs...
Perfecting it with little efforts put in...
Don't really care...
Its not important...its sort of lame...
Moral values are inherited in you in the early stage of your life...
Stick it or leave it...
CME, in my point of view, is to reinforce our mindset upon those moral values...
Lame? Believe so...

Done my A maths homework and 'ying yong wen'...took up around 2hrs...
I was listening to 93.3FM, quite distracting as they (DJs) were talking humourous thingy...
Haha...quite bored...wanna do something else...

Later in the night, around 8.00pm, wanted to start on Social Studies...
But TIC called me...talked about the incoming important event..
Asked me if i want to co-host the project...
Quite reluctant and not much time...
Pondered about it...SMS my good frenz for suggestions....
She advised
1)whether i got time?
2)whether i am interested?

But sadly, i racked my brain so hard was not cause of those two reasons...
TIC told me if i reject the project, i can pass it to one other person...whom i don't wanna mention...
But i believe that he do not have enough time since he is in JC now...
Haizzz, really wondered why i think of others first before those two very points that concerns myself...
Am i at an disadvantage?
People take advantage of me easily...hate them...

Must learn how to be cunning, but my moral values does not permits me to do so...
How? Why?

But sadly in the end, i told her that i am handling the project...
But firstly i need to talk to him first, see whether he wants to take up though of his hassling life...

Managed to fill 4 chapters of Social Studies in a meagre 2 hours time...
Finishing it by tomorrow...just need memorising...
Or maybe, perhaps tomorrow tomorow...if i'm braindead tomorrow...
*Blurr* now?

Mm standing beside me, reading all my thoughts and guessing of my real feelings hidden deep down inside me...
Quite bad though...haha...wish my father a happy birthday!!! :)

Quote/sentence of the day:
"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder..."

Mr. Tan YH

Monday blues...
Yawnx...i managed to make an great accomplishment by not braindeading in class today...
Though lessons were boring, but i believe that i did not feel sleepy or what-so-ever...

Forgot about today's 'ting xie'...
Think i gonna flung...
But i will try to do well for the chinese exam coming up on Thurs...

Now, days are getting more tensed up for us...
Final year is only few miles away...
And i'm sceptical of my........haha....
Better not curse myself...still hope i will do well though...

Quite a lousy day for me as i managed to study unit 4,5,6 for geography...
They were 'industrailisation (4,5)...and tourism (6)...
Talked to Dennis over the phone for around 45minutes...
He gave me lots of pointers for the subject...
The lengthy conversation with him made me racked my brains for all the chpts i studied so far...
I had to agree, he had a wonderful memory...
Unlike mine, which is oxidised and inactive...

Quite sad by not seeing any reply on my forum...
Sobx sobx...readers plz write a short greeting for me? Okay?
Or i will think that my shameless pluggin so far had only meagre effects...

Got a bad thought to share...
Is this year very different from last year?
The syllabus should have been covered by now...
but as i said before, we have not finish....
Especially sciences and maths...we need to practice TYS for some of us...
People like me depends...
And if the teacher finishes the syllabus by a day or two before examination.....
Haha...we need to skip into hypertime to revise our work...

Understand my sorrows?
People are getting mad because of exams...
Yet i'm just normal...maybe a tinge of anxiety within me...
Maybe i will not write about exams from now...
People around me are obssessed about exams...
Crazy......somewhat worst than Mars fever...

This coming Saturday is NCC air muster parade...
They did not even inform us...*act blurr* then...
Burdens after burdens...luckily my ICCS went well...

Haha...taking scuba during holidays....planning....
I'm always busy...don't even have time for my frenz...
Wonder who regards me as a frenz? Less than 10? Less than 20?
Hope its not so pathetic...maybe in school....

Have you actually thought about what you feel in others heart?
An amiable person or a jerk?
Seldom we have frenz that said things deep from their heart...
Most are hypocritical remarks...Wonder really wonder...
Am i hiding within a layer of skin or a mask?
Who is human's stimuli? Who am i? A punk or something better???
If...if...if we got someone that tell us our mistakes and like what we are...
We are eternally blessed...really...bring them close...real close...
Tell them you will never forget them...never in eternity...

Think again, do you give hypocritical remarks?
Tell a white or black lie? For others or your own good...
Humans are intelligent, extremely intelligent that we do not know what the other party is thinking about...
We predict what they think , but its not backed with solid evidence...
In another words, you do not really know whether the person is speaking the truth...
But you can feel it...emotionally you are able to feel...
Just like someone saying 'i love you'...
Not that i had experienced people saying that to me...
But its something that emotions gave the right signals...the right feelings...
So coming back, do you have the honour of having such frenz?

Hmm...think i typed lots of trash..wonder if it made any logical sense to you...
Hope it did...at least you can brood over this thingy....and think hard...
Haha...i'm strange, paranormal......*good luck*

Quote of the day:
"You have not inherited the Earth from your ancestors. Rather, you are borrowing
it from your children. Treat it with respect and dignity."

anonymous

A boring day for me...
No SMS, no enjoyment, no calls...absolutely nothing...
Is this gonna be happening to me for the rest of my days till final-yr?

Woke up late...finally...9hrs of sleep...
from 1am-10am...still quite tired...
done homework, checked mails, read both english and chinese newspaper...

Two articles caught my attention...
Home page 1...eng newspaper...the article about the rain...
It reminds me of my coastal cleanup...
Another news from page2 of chinese newspaper...'jiao dian'...
Talked about the nature trail...
The one which i missed coz' of coastal cleanup...

Seldom had the real passion of reading news over again...
I'm still a kid, it don't really directly affects me...
But still need to know happenings around the globe...
A way to get connected to the world...

Studied for the whole afternoon...
Covered 5 topics for biology...
Half as fast as i covered last time...
Was getting sick of biology...
I even felt asleep...
Why, am i that tired? Can't be, what's the main problem?
Its just the beginning...
Bad...think i lack of exercise...
Must be...a bit of studies and i got saturated and tired...

Why? Why? Why?
A break won't help me...
Its something to do with my mindset? My own abnormal anatomy?

Sorry if it sounded sad...its my blog after all...haha...

A joy to share, my blog hit 100 in three/four days...
can't remember...damn forgetful...
See, something bad, something strange happening to me...
HELP! First-aid please? Disect my brain to spot the perpretualities...
Or make me regurgitate those useless information off my head to make storage space..My brain extensive memory is unaccessable, inactive brain cells...

Oops..a happy thing turned into a bad thing...
Its getting ten and i think i needed rest badly...
To avoid clambering around tomorrow sub-awaken...

Site Captain: Cheong Wei Siong
Participants: Beatty Secondary School, Chai Chee Secondary School

Comments from the Site Captain:
We started the cleanup at 9am sharp. All of the participants were well briefed and knew what they needed to do. They worked well in their teams and little supervision was needed. Chai Chee secondary were also helping us together with 66 students. Unfortunately, a thunderstorm poured at around 11am. Though they brought their poncho and windbreakers, the organisers felt that it was not a good idea to work in the storm. Two hours of vigorous work, we managed to collect substantial amount of trash comparable to last year.

*My report on the beach cleanup.*

Done with my Physics TYS on thermal transfer within two hrs...
With constant entertainment of SMS...
but things still get done anyway...

Siva replied me, he said i made a right move of cancelling the cleanup immediately when the thunderstorm came...
Haha...Need to ask Bryan for the pictures...so he could upload it into the ICCS webpage...
Maybe, perhaps with a piece of luck, you might spot my face...hahaha

Can argue with TIC to at least grade me an A2...
Even Siva said something good...haizzz...he ar...
Always finding fault with me, though he was pleased with my performance...
oops....said wrongly...:$

Just now in the afternoon, my frenz added me into a 5 people conversation...
All started 'suaning' me...don't know why...
Felt miserable...felt being worst than the guides....
haha...not much of thoughts now...
Braindead, you know? Blank mind by physics...
Not much of thoughts means not interesting blog...
So farewell readers...you made me happy by putting my blog one step to 100...
Must reply SMS, poor thing, must have waited for a long time...
~nitex~

Glad to see increase of 10 people reading my blog...
Was it due to my shameless pluggin'?
Haha...hope the number will dramatically increase...

Woke up very early, don't know what happen to me...
Just wanted to come online ...read blog, Hua Qin posted quite a few long blogs...
The quote of the day was something remarkable...
It is not always the guys whom are unfaithful,
sometimes girls are unfaithful too, but understated in society.

Reach school at 7.35am, wanted to reach by 7.15...
But delayed bcoz' of reading blog and replying in forum...
I'm very slack...lots of sec1s were already there...

Wonderfully, as i never seen anyone so punctual before, starting asking them what made them come so early...
They said they do not know the time..very interesting indeed...it was written in the consent form---8am...
Haha...Bryan was there, he lent them his video-cam, those cheeky sec1 focus on my pen*s...
Lame hoh...don't think dirty, they did it out of pure innocence...

TIC was not punctual...he was sleeping when i called him at 8.12...
he need to be present by 7.45...haizzz....
Made me panick...
Mrs Tan (red cross) helped us retreive our den key to redraw the trash bags...

Set off at 8.25, rushed the bus driver to reach there before 9am...
A bad event begins with a bad start...
TIC told me he will meet us at East Coast area himself...
The cleanup started soon, assembled them and conducted a short briefing...
Scouts went to the other end to collect litters bcoz' of the wide area we need to cover...
Thought that it might turn out more fruitful...

Found Chai Chee came in by a small passage in East Coast area 3,
went to confirm with them the number of people, did they conducted a briefing, blah blah...
At first, the beach cleanup website did not mention of their presence...
They told me that they told the zone captain, but the zone captain did not inform me...
Wonderful, i was blurred, stunned, astonished, ......
tell them not to pour over to site 2...
They don't seem to care...
believed i'm not firm enough...
What could you expect from a under-20 site captain...haha

Rented a bike, $5 an hour...quite reluctant...
Cycled through the sites to and fro, with intention of rekindling the spirits within the beach cleaners...
Enjoyed cycling...let me feel the fun being a site captain...
I was influenced by our site captain last year whom was cycling..
i was admiring him...we were working so hard and he just wrote around...haha

Wearing my psychedelic school t-shirt, some volunteers looked at me with awe..hahaha...

Later TIC asked me to move my scouts back to site 3, to allow chai chee to pour over to site 4...
Co-ordinated for both sides, quite amusing to see the teachers trying to shout and students not listening to instructions...
But in the end, with my wonderful help, everything gets done...
See, how effective i am as a leader...haha...jk

At around 10.45am, i returned my bike...
Walked back from the recreational centre...
Quite a nice view on the sky...dark clouds covering the blue-green oceans with darkness...
Straight horizon of sky and sea with ships moving with slow speed, releasing white smoke into the breezy atmosphere..disappearing slowly in whirls...

See my nice discription, if got pic, then put it up...
Saw lots of skimpy dressed girls roller-bladding...
Some in couples, made me grew in jealously...haha...
Just joking...

Soon it rained, thunderstorm...torrential rain...
Evacuated the whole group into shelters...
While me and two girls working on the 'weighing of trash bags'...
Lame, it was bcoz' we were short of time...
A hero was what i am, working in the rain...
My struggles were sympathised by Kumanan whom came and gave me a big hand...
I tied the trash bags and brought it to dumping area while he weighed them...
The two girls were recording down the weight...

Soon, we went back school...
SMS Meisi (Meixi, wrong spelling)...asked her if she went for the nature trail opening...
She did not go for it, she went for her practical eco field trip...
She said it was not fun, due to the rain...

Conducted a debrief with them in school which lasted for a few minutes, practically nothing to say...
Kumanan scolded scouts, kevin too i believed...
I was braindead...haha...practically interested in the datas only...
Haha...

Went for a leaders meeting at Blk 4 Mcdonalds...
Nothing much, quite lame...just talked about the investiture...
*Not enough time, don't wanna elaborate*...think you will fall asleep...
Kena suaned by Desmond...kept mentioning a girl's name...

Went home after that, Meisi replied, we SMS each other till i reached home...
Quite an amiable person...enjoyed talking to her....
Knew quite a number of things also...not like talking to people whom gave you stupid answers...
Too wonderful a person to be 'suaned' by me...though i wanted badly to suan people...

Reached home, chased Chai Chee secondary for their datas...
Typed my site captain's report, short and sweet...spent half-an-hr somemore...haizz...
Under-20 years old leader mah...believed i was among those late ones....
Quite happy comparing the datas with other school whom cancelled their cleanup due to the rain...
Also handed up a compiled data card to Airani (Data ic)...

TIC called me...believed he was pleased with my performance...
He rated me as a B3 candidate...
Said i could not get a distinction because i made a few loop holes...
Like i did not recce the site, which obviously i would not as it was too far...
Unless my gf asked me to walk with her...jk...
Lame...got to go, mom yelling...
Need to eat dinner....bye...

Quote/question of the day:
"Is unfaithfulness of the females understated?"

Hua Qin

In 20 years, I will be much, much older; more than twice the age i am now. I will be 35 years old then. Matured and old, i believed that i would be married with my wife.

It is very difficult to think what job i would be holding, what position i'm carrying. Maybe i will be an entrepreneur, a doctor, a politician or a scientist...but maybe i will just be an ordinary clerk, salesman or even a roadsweeper. In this world, everything could happen, simply unpredictable.

But i believe that my job will be somewhat decent, not expecting a very high salary or meagre salary. Just hope it will be enough for all my household expenses and child's need.

My ambition is actually to be a scientist in astronomical fields, but i need to travel overseas. It actually depends on fate. I don't really ponder about it at this moment.

Family. I hope I could find a excellent wife; she need not be the prettiest among all, but i expect her to have a wonderful character--matured and sensible and responsible and understanding. I believe that my future wife will not be difficult to find, as i'm not pursuing for the best.

Child? Most probably one or two. I believe i do not haev much energy to take care of too many kids. Sorry Singapore, i know i did not contribute much.

Coming back to family, i hope that divorce do not happen to me. My heart is too fraigile. the child will suffer. A sensible wife will not do this to me. I will have a happy family and live happily ever after. Most importantly, my child/children must contribute to the society, having moral values and integrity with him at all times. If my child is a devil, I will never forgive myself.

I would love to own a car. A car is a man's dream. In fact, i'm crazy about driving a car. It need not be in 20 years time, but a few years time, i will want to own a driving license. It matters not whether i'm driving, but a license for driving might come in handy sometimes.

Wow! I had written a full page of thoughts when i was daydreaming. Nobody sees the future, but everyone could feel the future. It is because the hard work put in shows you the light for your future pathway.........

Just loves today quote of the day (ii)...
It uses the word stimuli...haha...i copied from Hua Qin's blog...

Today was a kind of 'okay' day...few interestings and boring things...
Keep you in anticipation, i will talk since morning...
First 2 periods were Geography...we were behind time...
that's great, got a new mentality, heck care...
Its very stupid to rush through chapters now,
too late; too late for revision, too rushy, too late for deep understanding...

Very tired...pry my eyes to be open...she got mc today,
but coz' of us she came back, (we were behind time)...
Must give her some respect...at least she cared for us...
Seemed like i'm contradicting, but i'm not...haha...

Next two periods were english, a trainee came...
Lame, of course....he was made like a student, sat beside Cornelius...
Of course its not good, Cornelius loves to sleep, but today he made an effort to stay awake...
*Applause*...hahaha...

But he did not do his assignment, 'in twenty years' (spontaneous writing)...
Clement raised his hand for some reason, Ms Loo misunderstood that he did not do...
Poor Clement, 100%pity...kena scolded for nothing...
Cornelius escaped, went scot-free...*tortoise*

So much about them...Ms loo made some of us read out our work...
Due to today's damned date, 19day+9month= register number 28...
That's me...you would have guessed so, pat yourself on the back...

I was the last speaker, i wrote about one full page...too long...haizzz....
It was comical, i believed due to frequent laughter...
Luckily i did not write a 'piece of crap'...
It was still okay, feelings deep inside my heart...
type out later...for fun...

At least people knew how's my expectation of my future spouse...
Spent at least 1/2 page to mention about it...
The rest were ambition, blah blah...

Loud applause...Believed they enjoyed...Some might be thinking of being my gf after listening to my speech?
*BHB*....just joking, i'm also not interested...hahaha...

The trainee wanted to read, so i lent him my book...he did not give any comment...
Recess was lame, Mr Singh caught us loithering ...
Nothing wrong, we were not smoking...so lame...
We won't waste our life like that man...

Quite energized afte recess, for no apparant reason, not due to chio bu...
Awake for the rest of the lessons....But chemistry, i was braindead again...
Too boring, last period somemore...yawnx...

Got back progress card, i forgot to mention...
Eng 53 C6, Chin 66 B3, Maths 80 A1, Amaths 73 A2, Physics 75 A1, Chem 95 A1, Bio 82 A1, CH 75 A1...
M.S.G=2, average 75%, L1R5=11...
If my english improves, haha...

Went home at around 2pm...
Ate lunch, bathed, etc....Slept at 3.30pm-woke up at 4.30pm...
Can't fall asleep, just listen to radio throughout...lame ritex?

Studied Bio after that, till around 8pm...covered first 5.5 topic/chapters...
Lame...very slow...hope can finish everything by tomorrow...

Before i went home, Mr Koh showed me an invitation for the Sungei Buloh Opening ceremony...
Kranji Nature Trail, but we got Beach Cleanup...
My name was written there, so eerrr.......HaPpY...too bad koh wanted to keep
or else i will keep with me for long...

Really wanted to go, but it will be the same, few 'kids' like me will be present or even none...
Most would be 'big shots' and NUS students, professors, etc...
Quite fun lah...can mix with these kind of people...matured and experienced...
Moreover, Yueat Tin is getting an award there...haha...
Tell ya, its all these frenz that i knew that inspire me to study hard...
They are role models...in lots of fields; leadership, studies, etc...

REALLY REALLY want to go!!! But too bad, got my cleanup...
Actually at first, in the earlier part of the day, i was not that excited...
Felt that the opening ceremony is better, can see Goh Chok Tong or some big shots there...hahaha
But after calling the 'two' seniors, and fellow scouts...
The excitment came back abit lah...hahaha
Quite scared something cropped out...
Working with our people very risky...hahaha......

Think i had written enough, next post will be my 'in twenty years' post...
Will report more tomorrow....wait anticipatingly...
Nitex...

Quote of the day:
"The leader is a stimulus,
but he is also a response."

Edward C. Lindeman

Quote of the day:
'remembering how to fly. There is no beginning or end. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift. Dream what you want to dream, Go where you want to go, Be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do...'

Hui Min

Quote of the day:
'learning accelerates as judgement dissolves'

Dr. Siew

Did not encounter any quote today....
Too bad...if you are clever enough, you will know that some quotes were from my frenz...

Began to realise that not much people read my blog after all...
So sad...know only of one regular reader...
Did some shameless pluggin...
ALEX ZHANG helped me advertise...(don't wanna spoil my blog with your name)
haha...hope my counter reach 100 soon...

Let's talk about today's lesson...
Damn tired...don't know what happened...
Struggled through Physics, can't stand 'Sui shen" (cornelius)...
He practically slept...i was suffering in agony...

After that was Social Studies, lucky Mrs Goh did not do the
'exercise thingy' today, or else i kena accused of anyhow touching tt person...
Still tired...yawnx...

Chemistry was worst, i was braindead during first half of the lesson...
You will ask why not be braindead for the whole lesson....
the answer is because Mr Nah talked about BGR the next half of his lesson...
Luckily he added spice through BGR, or else i will antagonise Cornelius...
I'm bad...extremely bad...i draw Cornelius hand with my highlighters,
he too small to retaliate, too bad...hahaha......

He cracked jokes about a fat girl and a thin girl...
Said the fat girl claimed that she always attract attention by boys...
Blah blah blah....then a group of men passed,
they looked at the thin lady with lust, and all interesting words which woke me up from 'brain-deading'

we made judgements in our lifes, always...
We laughed at the fat girl talking trash and shameless praising of herself...
It is natural...but if we could eliminate all judgements, then WONDERFUL...

During recess, stayed in class...
Played around with prefects, they can't win me...*bleh*...
I stayed in class throughout...hahaha
Reason was bcoz' i was drained of energy...

Before that I went to disturb someone (not gd to mention name)...
I love disturbing people...sadist is what i am...hahaha...
Ask her what she was doing, then just look blankly...
Braindead mah...hahaha...
After that Nah asked me who is that girl,
told him her name...
Know what the hell Nah say? guess you don't know...haha...
He said she and me makes a wonderful couple...
I was shocked, don't know what the hell made him said that...
I answered softly an 'okay' to myself...lame...

Clarify first: I not at all interested in her...

Mr Nah was strange, he seemed interested in relationships so much today...
Wedding anniversary?

Yawnx...after school, i went for my ICCS briefing...
Dragged for quite sometime...gallery was unavailable...
other uniformed group took away...
Therefore, we went D&T office...

Introduced myself, they said they can't hear me...
I'm soft, thank you...
Explained to those Red Cross and Scouts about what ICCS is all about...
Readers interested? Click on the link named 'BeAcH ClEaNuP'...
join me next year...

Suffered some disturbance from Scouts, purposely made fun of me...
Too bad i had no assistant to back me up...
Made some struttering, not that bad after all...
Shouted a few times, short 'bark'..haha...
A tired man is an annoyed man...

But tried to smile...remember Alex Zhang quote...

Wrote e-mail address on board, shameless pluggin again...
Could just ask them to find me in class...lame...
TIC helped me round up nicely with jokes and laughters and 'suaning'...
Love the way he 'suan'...'du te'...

Went home once it ends...damn tired liaoz...
Met Mr Yeo in bus, he stayed around my area...hahaha...
I was like grazing on the floor, preventing my heavy eyelid from shuttin...
No 'chio bu' somemore...haizzz....

Read my mails...published one post on forum...studied after that...
Dozed off for around 5minutes on and off when studying chinese...
finished at around 45minutes...

Went out after that, to have dinner...wanna go 'changi villlage', but too far...
So went Ang Mo Kio, eat in a restaurant...lousy service and food...no 'chio bu'...
Still hungry? Any one to cook for me? Sadly, only me and my brother at home...

Next time hope my wife can cook...
Oh gosh, that will be a long long time...

At nitex, spent at around 1hr to finish whole chinese book...yawnx...
Energy level excited...so studied faster...
nothing to do with 'chio bu'...

Cornelius can beat my pace? Oops, i started suaning...

Must go...yawnx...really lack sleep...need sleep...
Sleep is what i want...ZZZzzzzzzz......nitex...

Hi, bewildered by my 'posts of the day'???
Just wanna comment on the last two 'quotes of the day'...
Suddenly got such strong feelings within me when i read Hua Qin's blog...
That quote was also said by TIC...
suddenly felt that it was so true, so realistic...

Talked to Kumanan after that for his views,
he is at least my senior...
And he gave me his golden rule, which turned out to be 'quote of the day (iv)'...
felt that 'quote of the day(iii)' only applies to most people...
But it doesn't really apply to ALL...
Believed that some good leaders will empathise and always look at the good side.

Talked about Devan Nair to mom on Sunday...
First thing she said was he was an alcoholic...
Followed by the good things he did for s'pore...
So evidence shows that people become notoriously famous......
without recognition of hard work...

Studied for around 2hrs today...geography...
Spent time online...wasting around 2hours...
Went to some interesting websites though, learnt a lot....
At least not really waste whole time...

Good frenz sick...hahaha....
Still got mood to laugh, very bad hoh...
Think she will recover soon lah...
*blessing, bao zhongx...*

Added something called counter...interested in knowing the number of people reading my blog...
Can add some shameless pluggin in other people guestbook...
But i won't ...yet....at the moment...

Enjoy reflecting about my 'quote of the day'...

Quote of the day (iv):
Being a leader, the only way to excel in your leadership is not to think too much about the bad points other say....u just have to take them into consideration only.

Kumanan

Quote of the day(iii):
all i can say sometimes, you can't make a mistake. once you do, your past actions have no meaning and possibly your future actions too have no consequence to dispel the mistake. =(

Ng Hua Qin

Quote of the day(ii):
"A day without a smile is a day wasted."

Alex Zhang

Quote of the day:
"Stay curious. Remember, no matter how big or small, no matter what your background, no matter who your parents are--you can succeed. So, eat your green beans and study hard."

Leland Melvin

Second day of the term...
1 day earlier to examinations...
Lame...why everyone is thinking about examinations...
While i'm thinking about my Coastal Cleanup...hahaha...
Ironic man...

Really doubt i got time to thorough go through all the topic for the final-yr...
I'll try my best...hahaha...
Even i have time for revising, i will not have time for those topic that is covered lately..
Damn lame...haizzz...that's life...
Worst, i have no tuition...
Never mind, struggle till i die...
Juggle between exams and activities...

Just keep focused...those readers taking exams soon, wish you good luck...

Just now, evening time, kena 'suaned' by my good frenz...
Her 'suaning' skills improved tremendously...
Very shocked...hahaha...
If you do not know, i seldom live a day without 'suaning' people...

Today got back english paper 1...
32/60 (C6)...yawnx...lame...my english is never good...
Must practice by writing more in my blog...good news to you???
It really spoil my grades..hahaha...can't expect much...

In the afternoon, felt so tired...
went to sleep at around 4pm....
Luckily got my dear frenz SMS me to wake me up...
Yawnx...just felt tired...yawnz...

Does my yawning makes you tired? Think you need rest...go sleep man!

Downloaded my organisers' datas and tips from ICCS webbie...
Waste my 1hr...hahaha...have not read through...

Seemed like i reported my day in a backwards direction...
So sorry, no time to organise...promise you a better blog soon...
1 month later...hahaha...

But quote of the day should be posted up everyday if i have one...
Haha...good nitex...

Quote of the day:
Leadership is not magnetic personality—that can just as well be a
glib tongue. It is not "making friends and influencing people"—that
is flattery. Leadership is lifting a person's vision to higher
sights, the raising of a person's performance to a higher standard,
the building of a personality beyond its normal limitations.

Peter F. Drucker

Yawnx...first day of term 4...
Saw some interesting things...
Miss our classmates too much, till we need to go intimate?
hahaha...this is what i observed on someone...
Keep it a secret...won't say...

Got back biology test paper...
Thought i gonna flung..
Miracurously, i got 27/30 (A1)...very lame...
Astonished was the best word to describe...

Then got chemistry surprise test...
Never revise, bad student what, what to expect...
Sure did badly, not kidding this time...
Lame teacher, don't wanna rush on teaching, but gave us lame test...

Don't know why we are so lagging behind...
Just hope that we could fasten our pace to catch up...
we are damn slow...Not blaming teachers ar, don't get wrong idea...
But not teachers then who ar? MUST be students fault...

All our fault...

Getting hectic preparing for the coastal cleanup...
Must read what organisers notes...
While teachers keep telling us that 3 more weeks exam...
So lame...

Quite glad to hear that Yueat Tin getting HSBC award...
Keep it up...hahaha
Might be quite busy to post these few days till after examination week...
Expect short posts or if u are lucky, NO posts...hahaha

Good bye regular readers...:)

The fatique after the mangrove cleanup was unbearable...
had a huge appetite after that...
Hunger for food...don't know why...

Think i had some cramps around my biceps and thigh area...
Collar bone also experienced some aching...

Haizzz...tomorrow i have Physical Training lesson...
Die, don't wanna tear my 'ligaments'....

Though i'm still recovering from the cleanup,
my alertness and concentration level dramatically decreased...
Yawn...
Wonder how the others whom were tormented at the cleanup till around 6pm...
Poor thing...
I shouldn't have complaint..hahaha...they were worst than me...
Maybe they are more energetic than me now...

Completed my Chemistry TYS, on periodic table...
Very stupid, covered so much on redox...
Teacher have not convered on that topic...
Obviously very lame, i just do blindly...
Applying my limited general knowledge to each question...
Finished the whole unit by 2.5hrs...

Too tired to study more...went online...
Saw Siva's e-mail, photos were out...
http://mangrove.nus.edu.sg/iccs/galleries/12thICCS-2003/
View it...my face was captured only in two to three pic...
So enjoy the rest of them...lots of 'chio bu' and 'yan dao'...

Not quite surprised by the results, plastic still dominate the data...
Humans love plastic...
http://mangrove.nus.edu.sg/iccs/results-bulohkranji.html

*Cramps*...let me update yesterday post...i have not finished for my day...

Today is the 'long-waited' mangrove cleanup....
Woke up damn early in the morning...
Reached school at 6.05am...
SMS my frenz, disturb her from her sleep...V bad hoh...

Waited like hell, they still did not arrive in school by 6.30am
except bryan....
TIC was damn late...haizz....He came at 6.40am...
I told him at 6.15am lehz...always late...

Guess what? We need to reach Kranji MRT station by 7...
Unless we fly there, or else......simply unacheivable...
Luckily my father volunteered to bring us there...

Meixi from NUS called me, she said she will be a bit late...
Coz' she was taking the same bus as us...
She helped us co-ordinate with Hua Qin...

Reach Kranji MRT by 7.15, TIC reached shortly after...
Don't know how he come one, he rejected to ride in my father's car...
3 guys were late...

Contacted Meixi, she said she will be going by herself to Sungei Buloh...
Soon, the bus arrived...Kai Scene called me, said that the bus must leave soon...
Waited for around 15minutes for those 3 freaks to arrive...
But they din...

I stayed behind...contacted Meixi again...
wanted to take cab together with those 3 latecomers...
They arrived at 7.55am...hahaha...5 more minutes and the event will start...

There were five of us now...
Me, Meixi and the 3 latecomers...
How to sit cab?

First taxi arrived shortly, Meixi talked to the driver but he refused to let us in...
Kai Scene SMS me to take bus...but it will be very very late...
Meixi said" If the next cab do not want to bring us all, you all go over first."

Second taxi came, I talked to the taxi driver...
HE ALLOWED! hurray...Squashed into the packed car, and zoomed off to Buloh...

Talked to Meixi in the cab...she is currently studying life-science, 2.5yrs...same as Yueat Tin...
The lecture was half-way through when we entered into the threaterette...
There was not enough sits, therefore i stood up...
(Those standing are those people whom are impt personnels)...

Siva, the organiser, introduced me and those who were standing...
I was surprised lohz...quite nervous too...embarrassed definitely...
I thought 'uh ho...what i need to do'...
If i knew, i would have sat down...

So much about what happened before the cleanup...

The cleanup begins at about 8.40am...
We worked side-by-side to the NUS group...
We were noisy...shouting here and there...
Not co-operating...playing...destroying nature...
Disobeying of the guide's fifth law...

Haizzz...I was utterly embarrassed...Just do my job as a 'mangrove cleaner' and keep quiet...
TIC was quite hmm....how to say....not quite pleased.......
Do things in his unique style...

The site we were given was quite clean...
Therefore we ventured out into other people's territory...
'cok' people trash bags...hahaha....very bad...
Data logging was quite lag too...Sorry Siva for unaccurate readings...hahaha

Found entangled nets, nylon ropes, twine with shear lashing on it...
Saw lots of horseshoe crabs shells....
Was it destroyed? Very strange...perculiar...

We quarreled and fight and play for about 2.5hrs...
Of course we also picked litters...
We filled 5 trash bags...total amounting to 78kg...
Good job guys...quite little though....but at least helped to clean up those marine debris...

Walked back to Sungei Buloh...washed our gloves and shoes...
The worst thing was that i forget to bring my sandals...
Oh my, so forgetful...

Submitted the Data records...
Saw Hua Qin raising up his voice, those NUS people were not 'listening' to him?
I don't know...I was just sitting behind him....observing..hahaha
Very boliao hoh, i know...

horror of horrors, Dennis Leong wrote my name as
Name of coordinator: Cheong Wei Chong....
Kaozzz....Don't even know my name...scared later post onto the internet...
Anyway, my Name is Cheong Wei Siong, in case you don't know...

Had a debrief session....they went home...only Bryan and me stayed for
the so-called "wet ops"...
sat in the workroom, very lame...listening to those 'heads' talking...
Very interesting, they were talking about the SARS virus possibility to be transmitted via lab...
Remembered one asking:" How do you know if the virus is dead?"
Remembered one answering, a girl i believed said" The virus stop multiplying..."
Followed by another rebutt" It might be inactive for a while..."
Very inspiring lohz...
I just sat there and listened through their conversation throughout...
Learned alot of things...lazy to write...
Bryan said" If we hang out with them often, we sure go NUS"...

Lunch arrived at 12 sharp...Its rice with egg, fish, yam paste?, lontong?...
Something like that lah...
Talked to a guy first year in NUS, formerly at TJC...
He was alone at first, some juniors of his from TJC joined him afterwards...
He was quite quiet until i talked to him...
Got to know he is currently studying life-science in NUS, first year...
Asked him whether he knew Yueat Tin or Meixi, he just shook his head...hahaha
After that, he talked to Hua Qin...

'Wet ops' began at 1pm...it was raining...therefore, i brought my windbreaker
siva said that they should be going under water...
I did bring my extra shirt and pant, but forget to bring extra undies...:$
I was like stunned for a moment...
I know i'm damn forgetful...plz don't use that and 'suan ' me...

SMS my so-called 'best frenz'..hahaha...did not reply...too bad...
Ask for advice mah...

First round...Siva, Bryan and me piled up around 25bags of trash bags onto the trolley...
Damn heavy...we pushed like hell...struggled like hell man...very tiring...
On the verge of giving up...

The other group behind us had five people pushing...2 guys and 3 ladies...
they were sort of laughing at us...
After one round, we burned out...so so so tired...
Went back, organised into four teams...
two team from trash point to bridge,
two team from bridge to unloading site...
There are two trolleys, therefore we have two teams...

I belonged to the team to continue from the bridge to the unloading site...
I longed for those reinforcements to arrive from NUS...
The next trip was not that heavy...four people pushed that trolley...
Following trip had less manpower, 3 guys...
But further decrease in amount of 'buffaloes per trolley' will kill us...
Some jokers made 'moo-ing' sounds...

Imagine, there were 20 trash bags per trip...and 1 trash bag weighs about 15 kg...
We were tortured, worst than a buffalo...

Rain stopped very soon when we entered the mangrove...
Wore my windbreaker, did not want to dirty it...
Some of them asked me, 'don't you feel hot?'...
Of course i am, i only does not want to dirty it...
Will kena scolding one lehz...

Reinforcements arrived around 2.15pm...hahahaha...
They helped to pushed the trolleys up those narrow tracks...
Poor thing, they must have suffered...
Ladies will suffer more...
Believed i'm the youngest guy participating in 'wet-ops'...
Am i???

Saw two photographers taking pictures of birds...
They used a telescopic device, with a camera attached onto it...
They need not use their eyes, they had a hand-held mechanism to operate the lens foci...
She let me have a look, two birds standing on a stilt...
That picture was wonderful...hope i could get it...
the bird had a blue belly, red mantel, blah blah blah...
I'm not a expert in birds though i read a few books about bird viewing...
Forgot everything...
Asked her what was that, she said it was an pacific 'dunno-what-bird'...
Forgot liaoz...
Sorry for bad memory, lots of things in my mind...

Went off at four, took a quick shower...cooling and refreshing...
Ate another pack of lunch...cold but it still looks appetising for me...
Too hungry lah, done lots of work...Force multipied by perpendicular distance....
Don't believe ar, go count the distance yourself...
http://mangrove.nus.edu.sg/iccs/recces/kranji.html

After that, one guy fetched us out of Neo Tiew road, Sungei Buloh...
He don't know where is Kranji MRT, so he brought us to Yio Chu Kang...
Left me and Bryan at a bus-stop....
Took 163, changed to bus 410 to reach home...
Yawnx....very tired...shack man...

Fell dead immediately after bathing...slept for 20minutes before getting up for dinner...
Had a huge appetite...hahaha...

SMS Meixi, ask her for her views about the cleanup...
she said it was fun...seemed everything to her was fun...heehee
But actually its better than 'not fun'...hahaha...
She also said that TIC shouldn't have shouted at us...
As long as we do our part, its okay...

Slept at 12.30am......yawnx like hell...
ZZZZZzzzzzzz.........

Went to school from 11am-1pm....
same time with the guides...
Taught them first-aid and healthy lifestyle...
Then the remaining 1hr, they got to do their healthy lifestyle test....
Very lame one...so easy...

After that, some of them don't wanna go home...followed me around school,
Disturbed mi with the guides...
The guides commander stared at me...gave her a opologetic look...
hahaha...

Then went back d&t office...TIC invite me for lunch...
4 wanted to follow...but the car only have space for 3 guys and me...
Too bad....1 guy left....

Went pizza hut at TPC...
Those three guys don't have enough money...
So they went KFC....me and TIC went pizza hut....
Hahaha....shaken them off, pestered me like hell...

TIC asked me what happened to them?
Think they can't bear to part with me...hahaha...*puke*...

Brother told me that lunch was prepared at home...
so i ate garlic bread, and TIC ate the 'lover's meal'....
Lame right? I was so hungry....

SMS my friend, she 'suaned' me....say those sec1 bully me...
She coming TPC later eating lunch...
I wanted to ask her whether she wanna join me in my badminton game
because there was a vacancy...
That guy couldn't be contacted...

Then she kena 'suaned' by her two frenz beside her...
Me kena 'suaned' by sec1s....
See, me so poor thing...

She wanted someone else to accompany her....
I called but he did not answer...yawnx....

Went to Interchange,
2 sec1s left, the last remaining one sat the same bus as me,
even though he was not going in the way...
Very lame lehz....

I was playing hide-and-seek with them....hahaha

Went home, then went out hastily...
Went to Kallang CC, for badminton match...
She was too tired to join me...found a frenz nearby, so ask him to join us...hahaha
Quite tired liaoz...but the game was still quite fun...
hahaha....

After that went to my mom office...
Talked to her collegues, told one of them my experiences....
She got a son in primary six, and a daughter in MGS, sec2....
Told her how to motivate your son and daughter...
I talked so easily...seemed like very experienced...

She said i was not like last time,
last time i was a cowardice....
Now i become so open and mature.....

Hahaha...i'm a social guy, am i? Plz don't *puke*...
I know i am...

After that went home...hurriedly ate dinner...
Marked the sec1s healthy lifestyle test...
highest is 58/60, lowest is 34/60....all passed...duh...
I was damn lenient....
One can get full mark one...but i purposely deduct 4 marks...hahaha

SMS my frenz....oh yah...i have not reply her 2 incoming messages...
So sorry, haizzz....too busy...

Then had my mangrove cleanup online meeting....
Know what? I left the gloves in the school...
So stupid...so lame...
So i'm going to school tomorrow at 6.15am, to collect the gloves...
Lame, lame, lame....
This small blunter made everything out of place...
All my planning went well...

But i'm still looking forwards to the cleanup....
Hahaha, its my last year though...
Next year i will be having my 'O' levels....
So cannot make it...

Guides tomorrow got flagday...wish them luck...hahaha...
Heck lah, me got enough problems to solve,
where got time think about them....
(Guides reading don't be angry)....

Okay, i'm done...SMS my dear frenz whom is waiting for my msg....bye...

went down to Bishan Park just now...
It was buzzing with excitement....
The quiet and breezy bishan park turned into a burning place...
Ghostly smokes were found everywhere, in clusters...

People from all woks of life joined in the fun...
Actually i feel that it was quite interesting...
Burning candles, playing with fire was something you cannot do in daily life...
Mom and dad will scold...

Wax and litters and lanturns....
Wax and lanturns and litters....
Poor cleaners...

Saw one family that play with candles on the tree...
They also decorate the trees with those 'spray thing that you spray during birthday parties'
Should have brought my camera with me...
The sight of it irks mi...
damn...destroying nature....

Saw my frenz there....
She from other school....she had 3 boys walking with him...
Believed one of them is her boyfrenz...hahaha...
Think they enjoying themselves....

This year i believed that more people came down to celebrate...
Last year was not as noisy as now...
Saw indians and malays...multiracial country...
They also know how to celebrate...
Felt quite happy lah...

Despite the thick smoke, people still enjoyed playing with their 'fire'...
Saw another group of people playing cards....
Very lame lohz.....

WAlked almost one full round around bishan park...
'Huan ran yi xin'...
Creativity was not much used this year...
Last time, residents would make a gigantic heart shape that could be seen from my room...
Now, no such things...has the world changed?
Govt need people to be creative lehz...
I know people like me is hopeless...
See my lousy blog know liaoz....compare to my frenz, mine is the ugliest...

Moon will be at its azimuth at 1.14am tonight...
Will i wake my good frenz up as i did for the mars viewing?
I believe so...can disturb her then very happy...
Me is sadist....too bad...

Still cloudy...not windy...'meng long'...
nice time for a couple's good walk...hahaha....
End here...can't think of much to write...

yar, i went down together with my brother....
He pestered me...so i went down with him...
I'm a good brother...*puke*...
Sacrifice 1hr to walk with him...quite lame also lah....

Haha...another lame day...
quite a number of things seemed to be lame to me...
wake up very early, reeached school before 7.30am....
Yawnx...damn tired....leader's meeting for 20minutes...
Scout actual activities start at 8.30am....
The time in between we talked trash,
cannot like that say.....hmm....teach them beaver cheer...

Heehee...after that was footdrill...
it was rather strict this time...
with the presence of our teacher, Mr yeo (2nd Teacher)...

After that was the interesting song session,
followed by a wonderful game session...

the game session failed...
The mechanism we built did not worked well...
Lashings were not really tightened...
Haha...not in the mood? I don't know...
So in the end, we used human mechanism...
By hand lohz....

Because of that, we ended our meeting 1hr late...
Intriguing isn't it?
Explained to some parents...
heehee...spoke in a nice and gentle tone...*puke*...
I'm a gentleman...

After that, we were supposed to have our leader's skit planning...
But nothing turned out in the 2hrs meeting...
Wonderful...see how wonderful we are?

We met some difficulties...haha....won't say....
Very violent at that time....
Chased one of them who provoked me around the field...
I gave chase...i can easily chase him...
But don't wanna kena appendicitis....juz eaten...

Guess what? TIC called me earlier and told me that the NPC seminar is cancelled...
Very happy indeed...i could join the mangrove cleanup 'wet ops'...
haha......that will be fun...:)

That's about all...quite lazy nowadays, lazy to update...
So sorry lah regular readers...but i will try to post everyday....

If u notice, my 'quote of the day' disappeared...hahaha...
Run out of them...haha...:)

Quite a lame day...
Went school in the morning for Chinese and Physics lessons....
We covered a topic in Chinese and done SPA (/2 halfway-through) for physics...
Actually i applied the formula to the questions...
So i finished the experiments very fast...

Went back home, brought lunch for brother and father...
Played computer for 1hour before i do some impt stuffs...
Replied Siva for the mangrove cleanup thingy...
Actually i wanna join the wet ops...
Siva said it is the best part of the cleanup...

But...sadly...i got a seminar to attend...
National Patrol Camp....lame...
Hate such competition...

A meeting for scouts tomorrow...
8am to 5pm....very long isn't it?
hahaha...

The gathering was postponed to Friday, a day before my cleanup...
So maybe going Kallang/ Whampoa there earlier to chit-chat...
Or maybe warm up on my skills....
rusty liaoz....

tonight's jog was cancelled, coz' my house going through internal renovation...
Father do something to the kitchen...
So ate dinner at 8.30pm, so forget abt jogging...
Don't wanna have appendicitis...

Heehee...end here...type very fast...abt 5minutes...
Browsed through AM radian for half-an-hr...
Then don't understand permutation....
Can i get any help?

Quite bored today...
Nothing much happened...
Organising a gathering for primary school classmates on Thursday...
Maybe playing badminton or soccer...

just finished revising those lame subjects...
CAll them tomorrow...

Quite excited these few days...
More fun activities are coming up...
like mangrove cleanup, and coastal cleanup...
Heehee......very fun, can throw mud on frenz...
Put mud on their faces???Sounds quite fun...
heehee...

Returned to my normal self...thanks to those people who
spend extra effort comforting in the middle of the night
when i couldn't sleep....(i disturb them 1)
V bad...
THANK YOU!

Just kena 'suaned'...'ae lao buay dua'...dialect
What it means???
Kena 'suaned' but don't know what it means...
so lame...
That person refused to tell me....

Went to Sembawang to eat Thai food,
shop closed....went down to ang mo kio, to eat long john silver...
Wasted lots of time....hahaha
Father tell us camping stories...

looking forward to activities..............:)

Sorry for the quote of the day...my html skills is not up to standard...

I went to Suntec with TIC in the afternoon...
Met him at Braddell mrt at 3p.m...
He was late for 15minutes...
Told him about the saturday's mishaps...
He didn't scold me much, but more of advices...
He want me to decide what i should do with them...

What should i do?

Continuation, we went to comex...computer exhibition...
lots of people...v crowded...some were with kids..
Then some inconsiderate freaks squeezed through them...
Close shave...
I stared at one of them...
He looked back...

~staring accident~

But we did not fight obviously...
He is an adult...never mind...i bubbled the word 'tortoise' in my mouth...
Influenced by the word 'tortoise' liaoz...
Despise such low moral values freaks...
Useless human beings...

Poor child...they should not have come to such places...
100% pity...
Smiled at him...

TIC wanted to buy a digital camara...
but price too high...
hahaha....

After that, went makan...
Yawn...still very crowded...
Then went home, he got to attend a wedding dinner...

Outing lasted about 3hrs....

Went for a short jog at around 8.45p.m....
Kena 'suaned' by frenz through SMS....
Drag whole family down...
Very fun...

But next time don't know whether father wanna accompany me liaoz..
Must find companion...hahaha....me very bad 1....
My companion last time move house liaoz...
So sad......

Haha....end here...felt more cheerful liaoz...thanks...
Bye...